The Secret

Ch. 13 | The Sun

•Travis•

As soon as I closed the door, realizations hit me left and right like a ton of bricks. Brianne is laying in my bed and she's staring at me like a vixen who has done this many and a goddamn plenty of times. But I know way much fucking better. I know she hasn't, but whatever has been building up inside of her and her every action against my body tonight, let's me know she isn't afraid.
She gestures me with a demanding finger to sit on the bed with her. So, I do. I want Brianne to do whatever she wants to me tonight. However far she wants to take it. All the moves are hers to prompt me on.
We talked about this. She's on the pill and I will fuck her without a condom. She isn't just some random girl on a one night stand, so if anyone if anyone gets to feel all of me, it's her, and only her after this.
No one gets to see my vulnerable cum face or how good they're making me feel during sex. No one gets a thorough makeout session full of passion or gets touched in the way I am about to touch Bri. No one gets to dig their fingernails against the skin of my back or other part of my body. No one has ever heard me say because I've never said a woman's name during sex, touch my hair or see my tatoos.
Guess what? You guessed it, only Bri. She gets... all.. of.. me.
I am a nervous sodding wreck. I am in denial that the girl of my dreams is in my bed and this is finally going to happen. I would change the world for her in a heartbeat if she would allow me to.

I can see longing and fear in her beautiful green eyes. Piercing my soul. I want to cry like a little bitch, and no one else is going to exist the moment I enter her.
I run my fingers through my hair and take off my pants and put my sweatpants on and sit next to her in the comforter. I tuck a strand of hair away from her face and she pulls my face into hers bringing my lips to hers. Her soft lips find their way to gently bite my bottom lip and slight tug before she lets go for more. She's fucking amazing. Bri controls the night. She takes my hand and sets it on her thigh. I grip the bottom tip of her skirt and my fingertips feel against her soft skin. My breathing is getting heavier as I kiss her. I don't graze my fingers elsewhere. I keep them right where they are.
God, I was loving how daring she was with me at the club, the ride back to my suite, and while we were sitting on my couch and she was grinding her ass against my hard cock. I teased her by shifting my hands up her skirt pulling her skirt up along with my fingers.
She let out a soft moan, "Travis." I pulled slowly from her to look at her. "Touch me." She whispered breathlessly.
Fuck.
"I'm not gonna touch you, Bri. Not here." What I meant was, Im gonna let you take advantage of me, but when we remember this, we're going to do this right, at home. She nodded and pulled her skirt off. She started to touched herself. She completely ignored my words. Speechless, I watched trying to get a word out of my mouth, "Uhm, Bri? What are you doing?"
"Are you going to let me do this alone?" Staring at my hard bulge through my boxer briefs and I can only feel the fabric of it getting tighter through the cotton.
Fuck.
I ran my fingers through my hair in disbelief. I sighed softly blinking a few quick times gathering myself together. "Uhm, no. No, I'm not."
She reached down and pulled the lastic on my underwear down, letting my hard be free. She bit her bottom lip and she moaned as she rocked her hips against her hand.
Shitting hell, she's beautiful.
She took a firm hold of me and started to pump along with her own rhythm. I take her hand off me and take over to stroke myself in a slow rhythm while I watch her. She shifts her eyes from my stroking to lock her eyes on mine biting and licking her bottom lip. Fuck she's so hot!
Shit, Bri! I've never seen her like this. Fuck. I need to be inside of her. I'm gonna cum before I get a chance to. I don't want her to get off either. Selfishly, I want to be the one to make her do that. Always.
"I want you, Travis." She rubs and moans when she says my name. "Fuck me, Travviss." She moans again.
There it is. That's all I needed to hear. I lost it. I lost my complete shit. That's all I needed for my cue to touch her. I wasn't gonna make a single move that I couldn't follow.
"Wait." She lets go of herself and sits up on her knees. She grabs my hand pulling me off of the bed. "Stand here." She orders. I stand right in front of her in between her legs and she stands up. She kneels down, and drops to her other knee.
Wrapping her soft hand around my cock, she shifts her eyes up at me making eye contact as if she needs permission. No way.

I gasp and nod with a smirk and she returns the smirk back before wrapping her mouth around me. I gripped onto her hair in an absolute bliss. Drunk or not, she knows what the fuck she's doing. I smile and shake my head not wanting to know what kind of practice women do to get this right. I can't believe she's doing this.
A montage of memories played through my head in this moment. Why now? Beats the shit out of me.
The time she defended me on the playground and our parents introducing us to them on our street when we moved in.
Seeing her talk to boys on campus in high school as she leaned against her locker with her books in hand.
Fuck_
Her mouth had more talent then a fucking singer. She gripped tight to the back of my thighs and I closed my eyes gritting my teeth_
The Halloween party in middle school when she threw up from eating too much candy and I held her hair back and I imagined what it would be like holding her hair.. just.. like.. this.
The time she went to the dance with that moron and my friends were telling me to let it go. I went to that dance with my friends just to watch her_
Brianne had magic down to the twist and turns of a tongue and hand on my dick that I didn't even know existed, fucking ever.
I remember for a moment that Fabian is right in the living room of my suite doing who the fuck knows what with my cousin and_
Fuck. Fuck him.. and Sarai!
"Bri. I..." I grip her hair tighter and I could feel her fearlessness letting my dick hit the back of her wet throat. She chokes a little but she's got this. Oh, she's fucking got this!
"I'm gonna.." I'm trying to get the words out that I don't want to come in her mouth. I gritted my teeth and I can hear and feel her soft moaning with the vibration of her mouth and tongue having her way with me. I made the mistake of looking down at her face because when I did, her eyes shift up at me fluttering through her long lashes with every stoke of her hand as her wet tongue enveloped me. "I don't wanna_ fffuck, Bri!" I moaned and moaned her name repeatedly as I came in her mouth. She took her mouth off of me with a shit eating smirk as I was panting from my bliss. I don't know what the fuck she just did to me, but I need to marry this girl, ASAP!
I push her hair from her face and then I look down. She's rubbing herself again and shifting her eyes up at me with a smirk that made me slowly shake my head at her with a smile on my face of disbelief.
I gently place my hand under her chin prompting her take her mouth off of me. I bend a little to help her up and back into my bed. I lay her down with the palm of my hand running my fingers down her chest. I hover over her and kiss her lips, kiss her cheeks and the curve of her neck. I look at her and I shake my head slowly at her with a smirk on my face. We both smile at each other and laugh. I can't believe she just did that. At all. I didn't even know she knew how to do that.
I take the rest of her dress off of her carefully and place it on the floor. I undress her from her bra and give each breast a kiss and suck gently as I make my way further below to her waist. I touch her again temporarily with my thumb, "Feel good, Banī?"
Looking down at me with her eyes full of lust, she nods. I lower my body and spread her knees apart. As soon as I place my lips onto her core, she's digging her face into her pillow. She grips my hair and I'm letting her do whatever the fuck she wants to with it. It's hers and hers only.
Before her moans start becoming screams of bliss, I take my mouth off of her. I hover back on top of her. She wipes my mouth with her fingers and puts it to her mouth closing her eyes and moans again.
Holy fuck, Brianne!
There is something I need to tell Brianne about what I just did to her.
"Bri?" I address her carefully as she is still panting from her new found bliss. I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear. She staring at me and breaking my soul with her eyes and putting all of its pieces into her pocket.
"I've never... returned the favor before." Never. I've only let women give me a simple blow job getting to the point so I can send them on their way out of my sight back into the club.
"Never?" Her face sceptical. I shake my head in embarrassment.
"What?" She asks. "Travis the rake, has never licked a pussy before?"
I cringe at her use of the word 'pussy' and I chuckle. "No. I haven't. Sorry to disappoint you."
She smiles, "So, I'm your.. first?" She asks carefully.
I huff a small laugh, "Yeah. You are." And hopefully my only.
"What?" Shit, did I say that out loud?
I change the subject before I freak her out. I start rubbing her core with my cock and it's getting her wet all over again as I'm hard again from the sounds she made while I made her cum.
"You ready, Banī?" I whisper in her hear.
She nods.
"I'll never hurt you after this. I'll never be with anyone else." It's true. I don't think she knows how fucking true this is. Drunk or not. I want to say the words, but this is already too unreal for me and I don't want to jinx myself. But_
"I'm ready too, Banī." I said softly. And saying Banī, I hope is more telling how I feel about this than saying anything else. Fabian is going to fucking murder me, but I'm about to be her first. I intend to be her only and I intend to keep it that way.