Supernatural Sister/Daughter Imagines

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TRIGGER WARNING

Eating Disorder, Body Dysmorphia and other topics are in this Imagine

Many of the things in this I wrote from personal experience, please remember that it doesn't matter what you look like. If you are struggling please reach out. I am here and you are not alone

~Charlie

As a hunter, most assumed that a hunter would be a skinny person with a perfect figure. Both your brothers had a great physical appearance, and so did your parents. However, you did not look the same.

You were heavy and overweight.

Where other girls had curves that were in all the right places, you didn't. Your brothers and friends always said you were perfect and beautiful. On a good day, you agreed. But being out in the public light, the world thought differently.

Though the Winchester Family had no normal life aspects, Sam insisted you went to high school and finish out school. Dean agreed, letting you have a future they didn't. You are a great student, though procrastination constantly was in your way. It didn't help you had a less than perfect attendance record from the hunts you would sneak off and help your brothers with. You have a few friends, and your best friend (B/F/N), knew everything about your life. From the multiple deaths you have had to grieve, to the secret bunker you live in. (B/F/N) has even been to the bunker and met your family that always changes.

With all of the support you had with your best friend and others, you had issues as well. With the attempts of having a normal life, you had social media labeled under your fake last name that you used in school. Because you were heavy, the comments that crushed you build. There was no escaping it, for everyone would make comments at you or give you looks. You tired your best to ignore them and the whispers that came along but it was hard. (B/F/N) would often stand up for you and as he/she would say, "throw hands" at them.

But nothing truly helped.

You started to just stay in bed a lot, eating snacks to make you feel better. You couldn't help seeing the notifications on your phone that made you sink deeper. You began to only go to school then go back to your room to hide. Constantly you would look at the large mirror on the wall, and look at the chubby body you had. How your stomach hung over your waist, how you back had rolls of fat and you legs were gross when wearing something short.

(B/F/N) tried to cheer you up by taking you shopping at a big mall. It went fine and the two of you were having a great time laughing and smiling. It changed when you entered a store and saw nothing in your size. Everything was made for slimmer girls, and all the models were too. Suddenly you became self conscious about it all, keeping your head down and faking a smile so you wouldn't upset your friend. However he/she noticed, like he/she always does.

You became even more closed off, and stayed in baggy clothes that no one could see your figure in. Less and less did you come in contact with any social human being. It was easy to hide from your brothers since they were always on hunts. You made up excuses why you couldn't come, and the two were guys so they didn't pick up on the hints.

So you started to try and loose weight the normal way. You dieted, exercised and pushed yourself to keep with it. However it didn't work. For three months straight you worked out for at least 12 hours a day, only eat vegetables and protein, and still nothing was working.

And the darkness got bigger, as well as how loud they got.

You turned to new ways of becoming thinner, that were awful. You began to eat less and less, and when you had to eat a lot with your brothers to keep it hidden you would puke it up. You had lost a few pounds, but not enough for your image of a perfect girl.