So get this.
I have a friend, who decided to cut.
I understand that people do it not for attention, but for a type of feeling that they can control. Which honestly, at one point I did think about doing it. But I realized that it would be stupid of me because I don't have it that bad. Sure, I was violated, talked down to, hurt emotionally, punched and fought with my siblings, and always have felt like I don't belong and insecure about myself. But I'm not in a bad situation, there is no reason for me to want to cut and kill myself. I have my family, house, food, water, and thank god a bathroom for my needs. Fights come and go, and sometimes it's not even worth bothering with, just move on.
So I will say this to anyone that cuts; why try to hurt yourself, when you can take all your pain and feelings and use it as a way to help people in the same situation? Words for thought right there. You could be a positive idol for someone if you travel down that path and get off of it and learn and show them the negatives of harming yourself.
So friend, since you sometimes read my writing I am going to do this- everytime that you cut. I will. Because it will show you that your decisions not only affect you, but everyone around you. Even the ones closest to you. I don't feel the need to have my life source slip out of my body, but I do feel the need to show you how it can affect your life and the people around you. I want you to stop, and I will try everything to make you (obviously since I basically volunteered myself as a cutting board). What you do, I do now, so try to be a positive influence on me. Yes, I know I'm a lil crazy, but I'm not having my friends be stupid until they see just how serious their actions can be.
