My Love Proses

Prose 23: Jesus Christ

To my disciple,

How are you my beloved child?
It's been awhile eversince I've brought you there in your world, after I embraced you many times here in my loving arms. It's been awhile since I've let your Mom and Dad take care of you, as one of my creations, too. It's been awhile eversince I've drown in sadness knowing, you cannot see me again with your own very eyes that lovingly resembles mine.

It's been awhile since you're here in my side and I still spent moments with you in my own ways. It's been awhile since I've let you hear my eternal gospels and words of your tomorrow's journey. It's been awhile since we've said that we'll always love each other, no matter what happens. It's been awhile since we've vowed that nothing will change as long as you're here with me.

It's been awhile since you beamed a smile, brushed a peek of kiss in my cheeks and you told me this words, "I'll always remember you. I'll always remember our memories together. In times of joy, pain, sadness, loneliness, despair and tragedies, everything would be enough in just a one call of your name. For I know, you'll always be there for me."

Everything is fresh, wayback then. I do felt like I'm the most luckiest of all. You're indeed, my beloved disciple. Your words lifted up my words and boosted up my surmounted feelings towards all creations that I have, even my fullest glory and delight. I'm always blessed to have you, my child. I never regretted anything just because I made you.

For I've realized that when I do bestowed creations from heaven to Earth, I know for sure that you'll be worth it. You and your siblings are worth to be made.

Can you still remember me?
Can you still remember how we cherished so much moments when we're together?
Can you still remember our sweetest talks and my bible book studies?
Can you still remember how do proved to all, how much we love each other?
Can you still remember how you raise up your spirit to the highest faith, glory and love for me?
Can you still remember your beloved Father?
I do hope so.

Everything changed, my beloved child. I'm happy for the changes that you have right now. Look at you? How you've grown into a fine person from being a little kid who mindlessly sworn up to reach all dreams in the future.

You've grown too far from what we've been before. Earth let you grew up. Your fellow siblings did, too. I'm beyond rapture because I didn't regret that I sent you in Earth. Mother nature molded you into a better and self-cares person.

If there's anything I want to say infront of you, right now,

I just wanted to sorry.

I'm very sorry for I can't offer you my visible shoulders when you cry so much tears.

I'm very sorry for not be able to heal you in times of your pain and agony.

I'm very sorry for not being there to give you advices in your daily problems.

I'm very sorry for I can't help you in your siblings' arguments and fights.

I'm very sorry for not being able to help you in your financial problems.

I'm very sorry for I can't calm you when you've got into too much madness.

I'm very sorry for not being able to tap your back and hug you tight whenever you're depress.

I'm very sorry for not being able to help you in your studies.

I'm very sorry for not being able to tell you how much you don't deserve to be broken.

I'm very sorry for not being there, telling who's your lifetime fate for you to be avoid hurting.

I'm very sorry for not being there when you fought in times of tragedies.