MGK: Every girl can be nasty [2] (ROOK)

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If you're new➡️ read my first MGK book since this is a sequel. This book will be in Alecia's pov. Vote and share, since books about Rook don't get enough love. I REPEAT...THIS IS THE SECOND BOOK.

TW(eating disorder)

"Don't...please." I sighed as I held my head in my hands.

" Leesh Why the fuck do you keep bringing up the past? You're acting like a maniac!"

"I'm sorry don't go!" I couldn't stop myself from tearing up as I felt my brown cheeks getting hot. I knew I was probably a weird undertone of red at this point.

"Rook please! I'm sorry!" I heard the boy sigh and drop his bags, as I sobbed into my hands. I felt comforted as he lifted my head up and wiped my tears away.

"I love you... I promise, I just can't deal with you right now." He spoke with a sincere tone.

I shook my head no at him as he picked his bag up and walked out the door. I couldn't breathe as I started to have what I assumed was a panic attack, it lasted for more than thirty minutes, I just made myself feel worse for always going off about irrelevant things. I shouldn't be slapping him, and I shouldn't be screaming over him coming back fifteen minutes later than he said he would, I knew I had issues,and I knew I was going to lose him because of it.

I did what I always did...I binged. I ate and ate and ate until I felt sick, I ate everything I'd ordered, and I left the mess behind me. I stood in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror, and screwed my face up in disgust, I was twenty pounds overweight, and just the image staring back at me, made me nauseous. I started to make myself sick, of course I didn't enjoy it, but it felt like something I had to do, it wasn't something I'd always done but I just couldn't bear the thought, or more so the fear of putting on even more weight, I washed my mouth out and showered straight after. I couldn't be bothered to braid my curls so I threw them into a messy bun.

I stepped into the bedroom and jumped at the sight of Rook.

"You scared the shit outta me." I smirked, and I stood looking at him awkwardly, his facial expression remained emotionless.

"I need to get dressed...then we can talk?" I said as I frowned in confusion. Had he just been sat there the entire time?

"I'm your boyfriend...you can get changed in front of me." He said as his eyes glazed over, with what seemed to be sadness.

I gulped as my heart began to race, it had been months since he'd seen me naked, I even made sure to wear a dress I could hike up during sex, and even then, it had been a while.

"I know." I said as I kept a tight grip on my towel.

I avoided protesting and just slipped my sweats on under the towel.

"Why?" He asked with tears in his eyes.

"Why what?" I answered as I put an oversized shirt on over the towel that was wrapped around my chest, I reach underneath the top to take the towel away.

"Why didn't you tell me that you have an eating disorder." He asked as his eyes seemed to well up with tears. I stood there with my mouth open, I was so surprised that he was upset, I thought that maybe he would be embarrassed of how disgusting it was, but he seemed hurt.

"I don't have an eating disorder." I answered as I put the towel to hang up and walked out of the room.

"Alecia I just heard y-"

"I'll sleep out there." I said as I walked out the room and tried to avoid the conversation, as soon as I saw all the boxes and wrappers I had left from earlier I knew there was no way I could deny, that I binged.