MGK: Every girl can be nasty [2] (ROOK)

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I felt sick as I walked in to the apartment.

I  could still feel her hands on me. I jumped out of my thoughts when I heard Rook clear his throat.

"You good?" He said

"Hey babe! Yeah of course I am." I smiled.

"No you're not." He smirked as he engulfed me into a hug.

"I don't know I'm just in a weird mood I guess." I mumbled into his shoulder.

"Well I'm sure a movie night will fix that up, I can get us some snacks, and we can just chill."
"That would be...perfect." I chuckled as I let out a sigh.

"I'm having a hard time with...food, and the way I look right now, I just-"

"Baby I will spend my whole night letting you know how perfect you are if I have to, I just wanna spend some time with you." He pouted.

"Ok just don't focus on me eating ok?"

"Ok."

"I'll be honest I'm really feeling some type of way." He chuckled, as he hugged me from behind.

"Are you wearing new perfume? That smells nice."

"No."

"How you gonna say no...you're literally wearing perfume." He chuckled.

"I'm gonna take a shower and go to sleep." I shrugged him of since I couldn't stand in his arms thinking about what I had done any longer, and I clearly couldn't lie to him.

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I tried to relax under the hot water and just couldn't, I was so tense.
"Why did I do it? I would rather have told him about the kiss than feel like this." I whispered to myself.

I hadn't even hit an hour and the shame was driving me insane. I found myself sobbing. The sound of the door opening made me jump out of my thoughts.

"Come on, I know this recovery stuff must be hard, I know I don't always get it, but I'm here babe." Rook smiled sympathetically, as he held out a towel for me to wrap around myself.

It made me want to disappear on the spot, he was being so understanding and sensitive, it broke my heart just to look at him.

I couldn't stop being tearful, it pretty much continued on and off for the whole night, Rook wouldn't even go to sleep because he didn't want to leave me crying whilst he slept.

It was Morning and I hadn't slept, I didn't know if I'd manage to hide it from him, my I figured if I had a day out with Aaliyah  and vlogged it I'd feel better.

As soon as she texted me back I got myself ready and took my equipment with me, I figured Rook needed some rest so I just sent him a text.

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"Alecia you haven't eaten anything! Girl I know I'm pregnant again but you got me eating for more than two!" Aaliyah laughed.

"Sorry the smell is making me feel sick." I frowned.

"What was the point of vlogging the food that you didn't eat, damn." Aaliyah answered.

"You're so judgmental, I'm literally recovering from an eating disorder!" I sassed.

"Oh Alecia I'm so fucking sorry I didn't think." Aaliyah held her hands to her face, she clearly felt bad about it.

"It's fine, the food thing has nothing to do with that, I do genuinely feel sick." I shrugged.

"I know you don't get dick that often but that's pretty much what pregnancy feels like in the early stages...I should know."

"Good thing I'm not, if this is even a small percentage of what it feels like." I chuckled.

"I can feel it."

"Feel what?" I laughed.

"You're pregnant." she said as she signalled a staff member over.

"Can we get a jug of lemon water please?" She asked as the woman nodded and rushed away.

"Lia? You've already got three different drinks on the table." I shook my head at her.

"The water is for you, you're taking a pregnancy test, today...in front of me." She smirked.

"Aaliyah...I'm not pregnant." I felt my face get more serious.

"Don't worr-"

"It's not morning sickness, girl it's lunchtime!" I huffed.

"No need to shout, sorry you hate the idea of kids so much." She rolled her eyes, as she took another bite.

"You're not helping I'm trying to forget about it."

"What? Morning sickness...being pregnant." Aaliyah smirked.

I put my hood up.

"What are you doing?" She asked.

"I'm so sorry what did I say! Why are you crying?" She instantly stopped to grab my hand.

"It's me...I fucked up, I'm sick with guilt." I sighed.

"What happened?" Aaliyah had already stopped eating and gave the waiter a nod as they placed the glasses and the jug of icy water down in the table.

"I got blackmailed by someone that was into me I guess, if I kissed her she said she would stop, and then she said she was stop if I hooked up with her, and...that's what I did." I shrugged as I laughed a little through my tears.

Aaliyah had a look of confusion and then concern spread across her face.

"Okay? Why are you laughing and crying now?"

"I'm so stupid and I feel awful for Rook, he's been so good to me through this, and that's how I repay him."

"Being blackmailed and cheating are a little different Alecia...what info has this girl got on you anyways?" She crossed her arms.

"It's power, she's got the power to send me back to recovery for like half a year, she's got the power to file a false report against me, she has the power to end my relationship with Rookie, my life is over." I sighed.

"It's not... if she's done with it all now." Aaliyah uncrossed her arms and rubbed her  very pregnant belly.

"I don't know." I sighed as tapped the table.

"You'll figure it out, how about you come back to mine and do that test huh?" She smirked.

"Fine, I just told you I'm not though." I rolled my eyes playfully.

As soon as she finished we headed off to do some shopping, of course since Aaliyah was stubborn she didn't forget about the test.