6 weeks later

"I had a weigh-in last week and I've gained some weight, I think I'm meant to have another one today." I spoke.

"That's so good babe!" Rook said from the other end of the phone.

"Yeah I just gotta work on feeling good about it." I mumbled.

"I miss you..." He said.

"When you're better you'll be able to come to my shows, you're halfway there." I could hear his smile through the phone.

"I know."

"I'm so proud of you."

"You are?" I giggled.

"Dude c'mon! Obviously." He chuckled down the phone.

"Anyway you're going to be late, so have a good show drummer boy."

"I will...I love you."

"I love you too." I answered as I put the phone down.

"Alecia! Your support worker wants to have a meeting with you!" One of the staff called out.

I walked away from the community room and down the hall to her office.

She gave me a smile as I walked in without knocking, we were particularly friendly with each other so she didn't mind. I noticed the way she pulled her top down slightly, and narrowed my eyes at her.

"Hey Lucia." I smirked at her as she rolled her eyes.

"It's Miss Dixon to you." She smiled at me.

"Sorry Daddy." I smirked once again.

"I'm just waiting for staff to come so we can do the weigh in. Stop distracting me princess and let's get to talking about you. How are you feeling about your weight gain, has there been a change when it comes to your negative thoughts."

"Well numbers and portion sizes are still making me anxious, even though I don't hate the way I look right now...for example I feel bad about gaining X amount of pounds...but I'm able to look in the mirror." I shrugged.

"So we need to work on making sure you're not restricting or binging." She answered, I looked her with a blank face.

"If you don't eat, it will get to a point where we will be able to keep you longer."

"No." I said simply.

"Of course I don't want that to happen, so I'm just asking that you cooperate."

"How the fuck do you think I gained weight...by eating air?!" I started to shout.

"We monitor you constantly here, we've seen what you've been doing since that weigh in, from now on you'll be monitored when you go to the toilet."

"What no! I've put on weight, why isn't that enough?, I just don't want to get fat! Fuck this shit!" I went to walk out but the door was locked, I tried to pull it.

"I love that door, it has a setting that means it self locks after the first time it opens and shuts."

"Alecia you need to calm down." She spoke.

"Can we call off the weigh-in my client needs one to one attention."  I heard her radio through to someone.

I kept my head rested against the door as I sighed to myself.

"Alecia come here." I heard here speak with a stern tone.

I gave in and came to sit at the desk once again. I kept my eyes low.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Don't be sorry, you can't help it. We're here to help you and encourage, but we have to keep you healthy."

"I understand."

I gasped lightly when she took my hand and kissed the back of it.

"I'm not meant to crush on my clients, but I'm willing to risk it all, for you." I snatched my hand away.

"Well I don't want you to lose your job...plus I've got a boyfriend."

"I get it, but I just wanted you to know I care you're not just my client...ok?"

"Ok" I mumbled.

"Are you ready to weigh-in?"

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3 weeks later
I squealed as I saw him walk through the main entrance.
I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist.
"Hey Baby. You missed me huh?" He said sarcastically.
"I miss you every second of everyday." I mumbled as I stayed wrapped around him.

"Girrlll, so that's your man? I don't go for white boys, but uh...If only I was 30 years younger." The secretary joked.

"That is one beautiful black woman you got on your hands boy, you better be treating her right." She popped her neck to the side and held out her hand as he finally let me down. I giggled at the way she raised her eyebrow at him.

"ID baby." She said, I saw the way her smooth accent melted into him. She was my favourite staff member at the whole vicinity, she was so motherly...and just a little bit flirty.

I waited for a minute whilst she checked him in. I grabbed his hand as soon as he was done.

"See ya Mrs G" I said as he waved at the woman, who started to tap her weave to relieve the itching she was probably feeling.

"God I'm so happy I got a day off touring, I'm sorry I haven't been able to make it before now,   I miss-" Rook was cut off when I yanked his arm.

I quickly rushed him to my room and kissed him passionately, I could tell he was surprised by the way I was acting. He pulled away from the kiss and chuckled. I pushed him on to my bed he was sat on the edge of it looking up at me.

I straddled him and kissed him even deeper.

"I just wanna ride you." I smirked at him.

"Don't, you know I can't fuck you here." He groaned.

"I know and that's why-"

"Say that again." He smiled at me.

"What?" I asked as his hands fell to my ass.

"Tell me what you wanna do to me?"

"I wanna bounce up and down on that big dick of yours."I found myself giggling.

"I can't wait." He smirked.

"Yeah, I've been working on so much and my therapy has helped me to realise that you only leave when I push you away. My weight has never been an issue for you."

"You're finally starting to see huh? No matter what, I think your perfect, and I love you, even if you're convinced otherwise." He said as he hugged me closer.

"Alecia!"

There was a knock on the door and I barely managed to scramble off Rooks lap before it opened.

"You and your partner need to go to Miss Dixon's office, it to go over your care plan and talk about how the people around you can aid you in your recovery."

"Ugh you make it sound like I'm half dead I'm literally better." I huffed as I got up to walk with the staff member.

"No you've made improvements, which is amazing, but you won't exactly be 'all better' for a while. It's a process Gray."

"Ok" I answered sarcastically.

"Ba-" Rook seemed surprised at the way I just walked in. I was greeted my Lucia's warm smile, which seemed strained at the sight of my boyfriend.

Here we go I thought to myself...

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