What if... (H.S)

Chapter 4

Today me and Chloe were going to the beach to hang with Harry and his friends. I have been quite nervous because I am not very social with people I don't know. The only reason I was social with them at the party was because I was drunk as shit.

After Chloe told me about her and Zayn we watched Good Girl for the rest of the afternoon with a hangover. Her more then me since I puked everything out when I woke up. The was more tired then hangover. Around 3 I saw that a girl on instagram that braids hair in my neighborhood had an open appointment because someone canceled on her, and I booked a that appointment for 6 p.m yesterday to get cornrows. So my hair is now in 5 big cornrows en small ones in between.

After my shower I changed into a white bikini. The top was like a bra lette with a yellow elastic band on the bottom. And the bottoms were high waisted with the same yellow band on the top. This is the fist time I would really be showing off my new dragon tattoo that I got done a few month ago. It is on my upper thigh and it has flowers surrounding the dragen. I got the tattoo because it stands for protection, power and wisdom.

On top of my bikini I wear a oversized nike shirt with short underneath, some white nike slides and finish the outfit with a pair necklaces. I pack my bag for the beach, putting in sunscreen, a towel, sunglasses, my power bank, EarPods, water and fruit.

Me and Chloe make our way to my car and we put in our stuff in the truck. Just when we are about to get into the car I hear someone calling my name. I turn around and see Liam and Niall walking up to us.

"Hey, are you making your way to the beach?" Liam asks us.

"Yes, you too right?"

"Yeah, we are just going to stop of at the store to get some beer and then we are going over there."

"Okay, i'll see you in a bit then." I smile and him and Niall turn around and go over to there car. I have only seen Niall twice now but I don't think I have ever seen him talk. Maybe he did at the party but if he did I can't remember.

I give Chloe my car keys because she wanted to drive and we get into the car. She turns on the engine and drives of. After 5 minutes of silence and listening to music Chloe speaks up. "So Liam is into you." I turn to look at her but she keeps her eyes on the road a small smile pulling on her lips tho.

"You keep sounding crazier. First you tell me Harry is into me and now Liam." I shake my head and let out a aired laugh.

"Because they are! In the restaurant Harry couldn't keep is eyes off of you. And Liam was checking you out just now."

"Harry has a girlfriend and Liam was not checking me out."

"How do you know Harry has a girlfriend?" She glances at me but before I can speak she continues. "And why can't you just accept that you are fine as fuck and people look at you. Ever since Jared, every time someone tries to talk to you or is into you you deny it or tell them you're not interested."

"That is not true. I went on dates." I scoff.

"Yeah and every time it start to become to serious you end it." I just roll my eyes at her and loon out of the window. I know she is right. I went on dates with guys and there were a few really nice guys, who wanted to be serious but I would break it off. I am just afraid that when I become to serious with someone again I'll get attached to them like I did Jared and get hurt again. "I know you don't want to go trough that kind of pain again, but not every one is like him."

"I know. I am just just not looking for a relationship right now." I say. It is true tho I am not looking for a relationship. I am to busy going to school and work.