Adopted by Our2ndLife (o2l fanfic continuation)

ending??

Hey guys..

so as i think you all know, o2l ended..

god i'm so upset but at the same time so proud..

o2l kept me going for 2 years and i'm so upset. watching jc and kians videos..they seemed so upset..i have yet to watch sam, trevor, and ricky's. i just can't stand they all saying goodbyt in one day..omfg

i just can 't stand the fact this is happening.

they say they wouldn't be here without us...but some of us wouldn't be here without them either.

they saved almost 3 million lives.

i'm crying.

but the thing is, i'm so far behind on this story. it was gonna be when they went on tour and all..but so much happened and i just don't know how to continue this. i need help.

i really want to continue..but if i do you guys need to help me continue. comment ideas and how to lift this story to present day..

i just feel this story intrests no one.

and it might end...without an update..

i love you guys...

a lot..

but i'm so upset.

lately i've been losing inspiration and falling back into depression. some days are really good, others are drop dead terrible. i've been 9 days clean now..longest i've been in a while. it's all too much.

help me..

please...

so so so sorry..

xoxo, avalon <3