There are many times in the life when you fall face first. Either maybe a result of your own irrational decisions, or being a part of others misunderstood behavior. Whatever it is, you plunge into an ocean of darkness and inability. Many times your problem is a minor raindrop in the thunder, yet it seems like the world came to an end.
Its OK, because it happens to me too.
I am a girl, a girl with big dreams. An owner of a strong personality and a beautiful smile. A teenage of not so pretty face, yet one with a title as prestigious as "Beauty and brains" "Vivacious vibrancy" and many more. I have won many positions academically, ethically and religiously.
But according to me my face isn't the prettiest thing you could look at. My brain is a mess of thoughts. My skin is scarred and so is my heart. I haven't done enough in my life yet after all, I am really just another teen. I haven't earned any position as people might say. I am no scholar, nor am I any model. I have failed many times in my life, yet I don't stand at any status to spread my word, my story.
Like every other night, I sat up gasping for air as I woke up from a painful nightmare. 3 am thoughts struck me hard and fast. Conclusively, I decided to share myself with other in hope of helping them through whatever they are going through.
That morning, my nightmares came true. My life fell from heaven and landed in the deepest part of hell. Or that is what I thought...
This is a story of a usual high school teenager. A story that might not be so painful as I felt it to be. Everyone has their share of pain in life and I had mine.
This story wouldn't make you cry but I hope it makes you think yourself through. It is not painful heart wrenching story for most. Writing this I understood the insignificance of the burden I always carried on my heart. Maybe it will be a path to your freedom of such cages we trap ourselves in.
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"This one if for you Mom, who stood by me through thick and thin...
