Drawn to you (Holby city)

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Grace lay in the hospital bed. She felt numb all that she could think about was over the baby that she had lost and how she was meant to be preparing to go to America. She looked as zosia walked into the room and smiled as zosia sat next to her and smiled

"are you okay?" Zosia asked as grace shock her head

"where's fletch?"

"I think he went to check on the kids, when are you going to get discharged I mean you have America to prepare for" zosia said as grace looked to her and sighed

"I don't know if I can do it zos. Go to America I lost my baby and I just don't know if I can do it after all" grace said as zosia smiled

"and what about dad? He needs help and you know it he has needed the help for years"

"I know zos but maybe you can go, I know it's a lot to ask but I am in to much pain. Emotionally and physically and I can't fly to America and be there for him at the same tome but you can. If I can't go then you should be and I get you and Ollie just got married but he could go with you and you can find a way to make it work. I need to stay here, I need to be with fletch and we need to grieve the loss of our baby together" grace said as zosia nodded

Zosia looked to grace and smiled "it's going to be okay I know that you don't think that you are but I know that you are going to be okay and you are going to get through this, I know that you are" zosia said as grace smiled

"I didn't even want it at first and then I look And saw what a great dad fletch was, I saw it more being pregnant and it opened my eyes as I never had it. We need er did a happy family and I wanted that for my baby I really wanted it but then in an insist as soon as I had a family of my own it was gone, I felt like my heart has been ripped out" grace said as zosia looked to her and smiled

"it's going to be okay. I know that you are hurting now but you are going to be okay and one day you will get through this and you are going to be a great mum. I know that you are. Right now you and fletch need to focus on getting through this together and being there for each other" zosia said as grace looked to her and smiled

***

Grace smiled as she looked as fletch walked in "how are you feeling?" He asked as he climbed on the bed next to her. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close

"crappy" she said as he kissed her head

"I'm sorry you lost our baby but I'm here and I love you so much" he said as she looked to him and smiled

"I love you too" she said as they lay on the bed together for a few moments

"I'm not going to America. I lost so much already and I can't loose you not when after this you are the only one I want" she said as she turned to face him as she winced in pain

"I'm not going anywhere I promise and when your ready, if you want then we can try again one day as I know that you are going to be a brilliant mum" fletch said as he leant in and kissed her as grace smiled but were they strong enough to get through this together?