Minecraft Beds || Its_Jawsh x Reader

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if you havent already -- please read the story description!! it says a lot of background knowledge/tws!! its told in 3rd person pov and it takes place during winter <3

  Ugh, too many people.

  You were never one to flee a party, especially one of Carson's. His parties are outrageous, and you loved to be apart of them! But this one... eh. There were so many people it was sickening. You looked around the party until you spotted a glass sliding door on the other end of the room, it lead to a balcony. 

  I need to get out of here, I can barely breathe.

  You were never one to lose your breath from being around people. It wasn't an anxious thing, it was just too cramped to breathe. In fact, you were a fairly outgoing person. Just ask the people at your meet and greets! 

  You managed to snake your way to the other end of the room, bumping into a few people, whispering "sorry," under your breath. When you got to the door, you noticed no one else was out there. Score! You slid open the door when--

  "Hey," A hand grabbed your shoulder, causing it to stop halfway through sliding the door. The hand spun you around to be faced with Carson. "Where are you off to?" He had a small smile plastered across his face and a red solo cup in the hand not grabbing your shoulder.

  "I need some fresh air," You muttered, gesturing behind you with your free hand. "Too cramped there anyway."  To this Carson nodded, and looked behind him.

  "There's alcohol on the island over there when you decide to come back." He said after he turned back to you, lifting his hand off your shoulder and pointing to where a few people were gathered around the kitchen. You only recognized Cooper.

  "Thanks, but I'm not much of a drinker." You informed him, he nodded again.

  "Well of course! As the host I have to bring alcohol and tell every single person we have alcohol. I know you barely drink, we're best buds after all!" He beamed, then took a few steps back. "Anyways, see ya later!" He gave a sort of salute, then spun around and ran to where Cooper and the 5 other men were. 

  You turned around and opened the sliding door, no interruptions this time. You walked onto the balcony and immediately closed the door behind you. The noises faded as the door closed with a click. The yells and blaring music were muffled now, and it was so relieving to breathe fresh air for once in a while. 

  You gazed upon the streets, lined with lights and dark colors of the night. It felt like right now everything was void of noise. The cars' horns were nothing compared to inside. The entire street seemed to be covered in a blanket of pure white. You shut your eyes and took a few deep breaths, before --

  The noise started again.

  Then stopped, as you heard the familiar click. 

  You turned around to be met by someone you had never met before. He smiled, showing off his dimple. You found yourself staring for 2 seconds, before you snapped out of it.

  "Uh, hey, I don't believe we've met befor--" you were cut off by him speaking.

  "We've never met but I just wanted to say I love your videos!" He beamed, and you swore you saw his eyes sparkle.

  "Umm thanks, I guess.. no-- I mean, thanks a lot, it means a bunch!! So, how did you meet Carson? Or are you someone's plus one?" You couldn't think straight. You did this around people you didn't know, and it was difficult. 

  "Oh! I met Carson when he wasn't popular. I was active in his Discord server and boom! We started playing games together! Now we're best friends. So, how did you meet Carson?"