His Race (YiZhan Fanfiction)

Chapter Extra: "I love you, Zhan-ge"

"B-bodi, hurry up push it in. aagh," He whined. Why can't he be patient?

"W-Wait, be patient o-okay? Just a little bit..." I said as I move slowly. Better be careful, Zhan ge might get injured.

I pushed it in slowly, "Yes, that's it." He sighed in relief as I'm making progress. We're both dripping wet with sweats already.

"You fine there?" I asked worriedly.

"Aaah yeah, I-I'm fine." he stammered. He seems to be struggling.

"You sure? We can stop for a second." I said worriedly as I look at him.

"N-No let's aaagh continue." He answered. I smiled he's too cute when he has that struggling look on his face.

"Then, bear with it for a moment. okay? I'll push more." I said as I push it slowly again. That's it, nearly there.

"W-wait, wait, wait! S-slowly down!" He whined again. that's why I'm telling him to be patient.

I sighed, "Then let's rest for a bit." I said.

"Nooo just slow down, I'm okay." He answered as I looked at him with a smug face.

"If you get hurt, don't come blaming me," I said. He looks like he's tired already tho.

"Yes, so let's continue. hngg" He answered as I continued pushing.

And after minutes of struggling, we finally got the cabinet inside.

It's too heavy! I wiped my sweat as I sat on the sofa. My legs and arms are getting weak just by carrying that huge cabinet.

"Here, drink this to freshen up." Zhan ge threw a cold chocolate drink to me.

"Thank you, by the way, what's that cabinet for? You could have called someone to do that for us." I sighed as I pierce on my boxed drink and sipped.

"It's a waste of money to hire someone, and we did make it anyway so it's okay now." He giggled as he sits beside me and rest his head on my shoulder.

"Aaaah I feel so tired." He whined as he sips on his drink while his eyes close.

"It's because you have weak stamina." I chuckled and pinched his nose. He just whined and pout.

"I'm not like you, having an athletic body though." He answered as he bites on the straw. I smiled at him, that's one cute thing about him.

"For what is that cabinet?" I asked as I caress his hair while he closes his eyes.

"For your helmet collections and stuff." He shrugged. I looked at him confused.

"Huh? Why?" I asked and looked at him.

"You will not stop racing okay? That's your dream so you should continue doing what you love." He said sternly.

"But you are what I love," I answered and kissed his forehead. I chuckled when I saw his cheeks flushed red. Is he shy now?

"I know, but it's different from what I'm saying okay?" He clicked his tongue.

I chuckled at him, "Yah yah, I know." I said and caress his hair again.

"But, in moderation, okay?" He said. I pinch his cheeks slightly, not to the point of hurting him.

"Yes, Zhan ge," I answered.

It's been a week since the day I went to the airport to stop him. Now we're back to normal.

I filed a resignation letter to the team leader before they fire me, but I guess they cherish me a lot so they tried convincing me to go back. But I'm decided, I didn't take back my resignation letter and leave the team for good. I realized that they don't even care who they fire, as long as they can see that it's not helping the racers. Well, every team has different flaws and that's one of the flaws of the team I got into.

The news about me ditching the race is all over the television and social media. There's also some people and media companies trying to get a word from me about the incident but I refused. I want to remain silent and not get involved in things like those. That doesn't matter to me anymore. As long as Zhan ge is by my side.

I was too self-centered for the past three months that I didn't realize my faults. I thought because Zhan ge loves me he will come back to me crawling and begging to not leave him. But I guess I was being an asxhole the whole time, I let my pride took over me and didn't think about what Zhan ge felt that time. I shouted at him and make him feel sad. It took me three months before I came back to my senses, it's when I saw his post leaving China for America, that's when I thought of, what if he finds a suitable man for him there and not see me anymore?

The memories came back to me, the day I realized that I love him, and the days I spent just to win him, will all go to waste when I let him go. He sacrificed almost everything for me but I never thought of that in those three months because of my pride and self-centeredness. I guess I'm still young to be mature like Zhan ge.

But now, I'm willing to grow my maturity to be able to be by Zhan ge's side. I love him too much and I don't want to lose him ever again.

I caress his cheeks, his mouth is left hanging with the straw. He immediately fell asleep? That was quick. maybe he's more tired than me since he's not that athletic type.

I removed the boxed drink he is holding and put it on the table.

I sighed with a smile. "You should have said that you feel sleepy." I chuckled and carried him on my arms.

"Sleepyhead," I said and kissed the tip of his nose.

I laid him on the bed and covered him with a blanket.

When I was about to go, he held my hand. "Sleep with me." He whined. Is he dreaming? or half asleep?

But well then, I shrugged and laid beside him. He immediately snuggled on my neck.

I smiled, this warm body is mine and mine alone.

"I love you, Zhan ge," I whispered as I hugged him tightly.

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That's it for the extra chapter. I hope you liked it!