Trust Nobody

Chapter 3: Trust

Blowing up the phone she see me calling ha
I whipped up in the driveway she done packed up all my stuff and I'm like what the fvck can't even talk to ha
Ain't gone lie this pvssy good it make me feel like stalking ha
We supposed to be in love
Posed to be in love

I was singing along to Kevin Gates Posed to be in Love trying to get what my brother Shawn said out of my head.

"Aye Juicy, you straight." Maxwell asks me with concern.
"Yea, I'm good just got alot on my mind that's all." I say to him with reassurance
"So about this kickback, who all gone be there." I ask him

"Just you know people from school and from the neighborhood. " Maxwell states.

"How the fvck is you, why the fuck is you falling all in yo feelings
Ain't know understanding I'm ignorant
You probably say that I'm tripping
Throw the left hand you duck that one this right bitch won't miss
Beat a bitch like Chris Brown
Go back to jail no quitting.

As the song was coming to an end, we pulled up to a small house that looked abandoned.
"What the hell is this?!" "Where is the party" I exclaimed
"Just right up the street, but we need to talk. I know you been feeling me and I been feeling you. I want to know do you trust me." Maxwell states with hope in his eyes that I would say yes.
"I don't trust many people Maxwell and Yea I have been feeling you a lot. It's just I don't know....."

But before I could finish my sentence a text came to my phone.

My Bitch
Hey girl where you at
Me
I'm on the way
My Bitch
Well hurry up we taking shots of Patron girl

Patron was my favorite drink but also my downfall! It was one night I came home so drunk they had to take me to the hospital a night a can't remember!

Me
I'm on the way and save me some.
My Bitch
I gotcha

I put my phone back in my purse and I looked at Maxwell. He looked at me hoping we could finish our conversation.

"Look Maxwell, can we talk about this after the kickback. I ask him

He looks at me with those gorgeous hazel eyes and he licks his lips and says Yea.

We drive up to the kickback and you could hear the loud music from down the street. People were outside smoking hella blunts and drinking like they had no kidneys. I spot my best friends Roxy and Mashika.

Roxy was sexy, tall, skinny with a little junk in the trunk and she was Puerto Rican with an attitude. Mashika on the other hand was thick, short, with weave longer than Nicki Minaj's.

"What's up hoe" Roxy yells out to me

I walk over to them leaving Maxwell to chill with his friends.

"So Mrs. Thang ,what's up with you and Maxwell." Roxy asks me lifting her press on eyebrow.

Don't get me wrong Roxy's eyebrows were always on fleek.

"Ain't nothing up, he just told me that he was feeling me." I tell my friends.
"But ain't you feeling him too." Mashika asks me
"Yea I'm feeling him it's just that he has so many hoes and he always fvcking them and I don't want to catch nothing." I tell them
"Do you think he'll drop them for you. Mashika ask
"Girl, hell no he ain't dropping no hoe to be with one girl. Niggas ain't shit." Roxy says.

Roxy just feels like this because her last boyfriend of 3 years was cheating on her the whole time with multiple women.

"So where's the drinks." I ask Roxy

"Girl I got you."

Roxy pulls the bottle of Patron out her bag slowly.
"I'm finna get you fvcked up." Roxy says to me with a smile.

Mashika turns to Roxy.
"Rox come on you remember what happened last time. Mashika says with worry in her voice.
"Man she good." Roxy says.

9 Months ago

It was Roxy's annual birthday bash and we were turnt up to the Max. We were taking Jello shots and drinking Hennenesy with no chaser. Blunts were flowing, it was so much smoke you would need a gas mask just to breath. I was hella fvcked up I'm talking throwing up and dancing like a crazy person. All I remember is Roxy pouring me more and more shots of Gin and Patron and then I black out and wake up in the hospital. Nobody really told me what happened all the doctor told me was that they had to pump my stomach and they wanted to test a rape kit on me. It was standard protocol. Of course I agreed since I didn't know what happened last night. I wait for a couple of minutes and my results come back that I was raped. My eyes had filled with tears and I had screamed out. I was disgusted with myself. I never knew who raped me.

Back to the kickback

I turn to look at Mashika and she looks like she wants to cry.
"Nawl Rox I'm good." I tell her
"Why you acting like a bitch. Is it because of what happened at my party, man get over that shit man that was 9 months ago. It happened and it's over." Roxy says
"What the fvck is your problem Roxy, you need to chill. You are drunk." I tell Roxy
"I ain't drunk. Fvck you." Roxy says slurring all over the place.

"You see this is why Maxwell and his friends raped your ass because you are so.....Stupid." Roxy says right before throwing up every where

A look of disbelief spread across my face. A drunk person is the most honest person. Was she telling the truth or was she just trying to piss me off.

I walk away trying to find Maxwell to ask him for myself.

I tap him on the shoulder and signaled for him to come here.
"Did you do it." I ask him with tears swelling up in my eyes.
"Did I do what. What are you talking about." Maxwell asks me

"Did you and your friends rape me on Roxy's birthday." I ask him trying not to slap the shit out of him.

Maxwell starts rubbing on his head and takes a deep breath in then out.
"Look man, it wasn't supposed to be like that. You were all up on my homeboy and he wanted to smash so he took you into the room and he smashed. He asked did we want to take a turn and....well. Maxwell puts his head down As if he were ashamed.

I walked out the door but before I did I turned around and slapped him so hard everyone in the kickback started looking at us.

I started to walk down the street in tears. I couldn't believe someone I actually liked was involved in my rape.

I walked into my house and Shawn and Rex were sitting on the sofa.
"Aye what's wrong with you." Shawn asks.

I was trying to keep my distance from Shawn because he was into something shady. I closed my door and locked it. I can't trust anyone anymore. I took my clothes off and stood in my body length mirror. I stood there looking at myself and all I could do was cry.

I went into the bathroom and turned the water on hot. I felt dirty all over again. I got in the shower and scrubbed my body for about 30 minutes. After 30 minutes I got out and put my deodorant and night clothes on. I got into my bed and turned my phone on do not disturb. I did not want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to be alone. By myself.

Note: Hey guys I hope you enjoyed thus third chapter. This is getting exciting. I'm feeling bad for Braxton everyone she cares about is betraying her or has betrayed her. Please do not forget to vote,comment,and follow me. Thanks loves.