MY STAR // NOMIN/RENMIN

12

(Jaemin's P.O.V)

My mind is filled with thoughts right now. After all the confessions last night with Jeno. Our relationship's not too clear right now but we agreed to figure it out as the days go by and also agreed to have dates during the weekend whenever both of us were free. For Jeno of course his schedule is complicated, he's such a busy person and for me, I'm just free on weekends as I have also a lot of work to finish in the company.

I don't know when did our feelings to each other started, as for me I am confuse. Why? Because I like Renjun very much, but I can't tell Jeno about that, of course not.

"Something's bothering you again?" Donghyuck asked

I didn't notice that I'm spacing out while on the table as Donghyuck is preparing for our breakfast. And then I thought, should I tell Donghyuck about it? As Jeno and I agreed that we can't tell anyone yet. But Donghyuck is my bestfriend and maybe he can help me figure out my feelings so yeah I should tell him

"Hyuck, Jeno confessed to me last night"

I saw Donghyuck got surprised

"Did I hear it right? Jeno confessed to you?"

"Yes" I said and sighed

Donghyuck gasped "Wow Jaemin that was fast. Yeah I noticed Jeno has something on you but I didn't expect he really likes you. And wait what about you? Do you like Jeno too?"

"Yes of course who wouldn't like Lee Jeno? And I told him I like him too"

"So you two are now in a relationship?"

"No. We still need to figure out our feelings and know about each other more"

"Oh Jaemin that's right you shouldn't rush on things"

"Yes but Hyuck I'm confused right now. You know I like Renjun too much right?"

"Jaemin you should not be thinking of that right now. Jeno is the one who is there not Renjun"

"But Hyuck"

"Jaemin if that's what holding you back well your feelings on Jeno won't be clear"

"Yeah you're right I shouldn't think of Renjun and focus on Jeno"

"But still don't rush 'bout things like that. And one more thing you know it's hard to date an Idol. He is an Idol and you are not. You need to be understanding and everything should be kept secret. Right"

"Yeah I know that's why we wanted to talk about things more to completely understand each other"

"You're so lucky Jaeminnie. I never thought you are going to be liked by an Idol. No offense of course, you're good looking but Jeno is unbelievable I never thought he's a gay"