how it all started

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Hi I'm just an ordinary girl like everyone else. I loved music, journaling and draeing. I'm 20 this year and I'm a bit different from many people. I've had a bad childhood since small and even up to now I am still struggling to face my fears and trauma. Yes to those who guessed it I'm diagnose with mental issue. I've been cutting for years. Attempted uncountable times. But I'm still here. many times I thought to myself why am I trying so hard to get better, why can't I just end it all. Even if I get better what can I do. I have a record and a bad one. Will anyone even want to hire someone who have mental issue? Would anyone accept me as I've cuts all over me? Would anyone really understand like what they say? I always thought it's the end for me I'll forever be like this. Many times I wanted to just give up but my doctor's didn't. When I gave up on myself they were there to talk through me and walk through all these with me.Thats all about me.
Here's my story.




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