Love shouldn't hurt

im what?

TIME SKIP: BASICALLY ME AND JOSE WENT TO PROM TOGETHER AND WE BOTH CONFRONTED OUR "DATE'S" ANDDDDDDD DIDNT GO AS PLANED BUT STILL HAD A BLAST. AFTER THAT ME, JOSE, AND JEREMIAH ARE GOING TO THE SAME SCHOOL AND ME AND JEREMIAH MOVED IN TOGETHER ALSO I HAD RECENTLY FOUND HICKIES ON JEREMIAH LETS SEE WHAT THATS ABOUT

CARMEN POV: Its currently 3:00am and Jeremiah told me that he will be right back and that was at 2 IN THE AFTERNOON its crazy. I go to the kitchen get some water, in the myst of me getting water i hear the door. "where tf were you Jeremiah and you reek of alchohol like its disgusting and emberacing to be with you right now". "im sorry love i got caught up forgive me". "mhm yea just come shower okay?". "yeah love". when we get to our room and he starts taking of his clothes i see a trail of hickies down his back," turn around Jeremiah", as he turns around i also see a trail of hickies down his stomach when i see that my heart brakes, i ask " why " while my voice cracks " , " why what love " , " DONT CALL ME THAT SHIT JEREMIAH DONT ACT STUPID EITHER WHO GAVE YOU THE HICKIES". ' SLAP ' , i instantly fall to the floor, he then grabs me by my throat pins me aggenst the wall and says, " DONT YOU EVER RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME YOU HEAR ME" i coundnt respond with me being shocked and me being chocked i couldnt, ' SLAP ' , " RESPOND TO ME " , " yes " i manage to chock out, he lets go off me and i fall too the floor and bury my face into my knees im in so much disbelief i would never think in our whole relationship that he would put his hands on me, "look at me car" jeremiah said, i didnt look up why would i, I feel so betrayed and not loved, "I SAID LOOK AT ME CARMEN", right when he yelled i ran to the bathroom and threw up like never before ive been feeling like this for the longest and never thought nothing of it but now that i think about it its been a while. i walk back to the room and grab a cardigen " take me to the pharmacy " while looking at the now cold stone guy ive never seen before, " for what " jeremiah said, " JUS- just take me please", he walks to me and walks past me and i immediately flinched so i just walk out and wait in the car

ON THE WAY TO THE PHARMACY:

while driving he tried to apologize but i didn't even look at him i just look out the window trying to make my tiers go away. when we get there i told him to give me money and to wait in the car. I go to the pregnancy test section and i see jose well great...