JEALOUS MUCH?

4. JEALOUS MUCH?

1 WEEK LATER:

ALEX'S POV:

I haven't been back to my house since i left for motorz. i've been staying at rays for a week now since he lives on his own. i think fuckshit is a bit jealous, but we haven't even established what we are yet and none of the guys know what happened between us.

i don't know when i'm gonna go back home to be honest but i don't even want to think about it right now. i just wanna skate with my boys.

fuckshit is gonna pick us all up today and drive to the school to go skate!

i got picked up first, so of course i took the front seat haha

"aye baby wassup, your eye is lookin better and better everyday"-fuckshit said while placing a hand on my thigh

"hey papi yours looks better too"-i said while grabbing his hand

"haha couple goals"-fuckshit giggled

my face turned bright red and i just looked down. we never addressed what happened at his house a week ago, so when he said "couple goals" i guess i was taken aback so i asked him bluntly...

"what are we?"-i asked while turning to face him

"huh, what do you mean?"-fuckshit asked

i rolled my eyes at him

"what are we?"-i asked while turning the radio down

"i'm not sure, that's up to you mamas. if you want me to be yours, i'm yours."-fuckshit said while smiling

that made my heart skip a beat, but i was still skeptical

"well i want to be with you, but i don't want to be some other girl you fuck around with"-i said

"alex. you are different. you are so special, and you mean way more to me than just casual sex"-fuckshit said while leaning over to kiss me on the cheek

"so if we start dating your not gonna see other girls?"-i asked

"i don't need anyone else but you, but we cant tell the guys."-fuckshit responded

"why?"-i asked

"i don't want them to make it awkward, you know?"-fuckshit said

"yeah i guess, it will be our little secret"-i said while winking at him

he moved his hand up my thigh inching closer and closer to my inner thigh. i shuttered, he removed his hand before the rest of the boys piled in his car.

"wassup n****s"-fuckshit said while dapping them all up

"i gotta story"-ray says while laughing

"listen listen, so i'm at this white girls house right? and we chillin, i can hear her mom downstairs sayin "eric didn't eat his kibble today like i don't know maybe we should take him to the doctor or something" so i ask the girl "why is your mother feeding your little brother kibble? of course hes probably gonna get sick" she gon turn around and tell me "eric is the dog silly"-ray said while giggling

"dogs don't have feelings, dumb bitch"-ruben added on

we all start laughing are asses off. we arrived at the school, hopped the fence and start skating around. it was a hot day so i decided to put my hair up. BIG MISTAKE cause there was hickeys all over my neck...

"yo! yo whats on your neck?"-ray yelled out

"yeah who been suckin on yo neck?"-ruben questioned