My Life (ft me:)

She made a video

Watch the video now if you have not already.

I have been following her on Twitter and everything she has been saying and I actually think Mini ain't gonna be a here anymore.

And it honestly scares me.

I still watch Mini Ladd, but I do not look at him the same as I did before. But he does bring a sudden happiness to me that I cant control. Mini has been a person I've watched literally since I was eight and I want to continue watching him.

I dont want his channel bein taken down because I'd probably be broken inside. As I'm writing this I'm pretty much panicking badly. I hate what Craig did and I wish I could look at him different but I cant. Hearing his laugh brings a sudden calmness to me that pretty much no one else can give me.

I don't want people to hate me for still liking Mini ladd. I hate what he did, and I hate that hes manipulating his fans but there's not much I can do about it. It's his problem. I want to watch him change into the Mini we all know and love and forget about this one.

I do want to say what halley did was very brave. Putting her voice out there like was very brave indeed. But it gave me anxiety. Even though what Mini has done is terrible I dont hate him. I want him to change and I hope to fucking god he does.

I dont want to go on more cause I already know I'm gonna get hate for this. I'm sorry if I disappoint anyone for still liking Mini. I just cant pull myself away from him.

Again, I'm sorry.

Have a good day...