Elementals : Story of Colours || Jin

27 - Impetrate

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"He didn't want to breath anymore"

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The mark. They need to save him. Jimin needs to be saved.

A splashing sound from the water was heard, he dives deep in, looking for that man. He dives through the wave, he dives in through the cold, further and further.

Looking at the man who seems to not move even a little with the blue glow embracing him, Jungkook swims closer so fast. Grabbing the man by his hands, he pulls the elder up to the surface.

"Don't die on me!"

Was that Jungkook's voice? Why is he shouting? Isn't this is what he wants? Isn't this is what everyone wants? Why couldn't they make up their mind?

Jungkook didn't care if he is going to break the ribs cage if that will make Jin staying alive and breathing. He keep adding pressure onto the ribs cage, he keep doing the chest compression looking so desperate, looking so determined. Jin's hands went limp next to his body.

In that moment, Jin flutters open his eyes, a little, just a little that no one notices. He didn't want to breath anymore. He didn't want to breath anymore, it will remind him of their eyes who looked at him like he is a monster.

"Stop" he manages to utter in a weak voice, barely above a whisper, his eyelids starting to feel heavy. He didn't know if they heard it or not but he hopes they do.

He didn't want to breath anymore.

Those eyes tell him that he didn't deserve to be alive. Those eyes tell him that he didn't deserve to breath, to stay.

The first thing that Jin feels breaking through the darkness surrounding him, waking up is the soft conversation in which Jin knows he is not a part of.

He is alive?

Why is he still alive?

The next thing he feels is the weight on his chest. It is not something too heavy, but it is firm and it is placed right over his heart, as if sending warmth and comfort into him and making his heart work faster, because it seems pretty weak before.

Finally, a sound breaks through the darkness he was in.

He couldn't understand what the sound is, which bothers him, since he was pretty sure that he should know what it meant. His body feels so heavy, his mind is so hazy and he feels so tired. He tried to focus, he wants to know what is happening.

He finally managed to get himself out of the darkness around him. Voices are talking to each other, no, they are more like yelling. Frustrated, irritated and a...relief sigh?

A concern voice telling him to wake up, no. A concern voice ordering him to wake up. He realised, he knew who owns the voice, he realised in what situation he is in. He tried to move his hands only to notice a warm hand is enveloping his hand.

He wanted to open his eyes as soon as possible, to snap at those voices and tell them to shut the fuck up, he tried to blinks his eyes open but it was hard.

He didn't have strength to do that and that is what scared him. His body is not listening to him and that is what worried him. His mind tells him to do something but he couldn't. He never feels like that.

The pressure on his chest right above his heart becoming intense. The voice is sounding too desperate much to Jin's liking.

"Wake up!"