Nightmares Or Dreams? (Completed)

The Sacrifice for the Noblest Cause

{Once again, this song has nothing to do with the story, I just like it a lot and it says the word "heart" in it therefore I can put it here. That's my justification. Oh also this entire part is going to be Blue's POV-}

~Blue~
The moment it clicked I knew I needed to get out of there.
Of the home I share with my brother, Papyrus.
The home I would be leaving behind after I did this.

" Blue, do you mind if I check on Nightmare? I'll be quick. "

" S-sure... But don't come back, I need to... Do something... "

Dream gave a curious smile.

He then walked out my rooms door and down the stairs.

The moment he was on the stairs, I got up, quietly, and opened the window.

I jumped down, narrowly avoiding the shed me and Pap were going to use to contain the human.

I began to run.

And run.

And run.

Nonstop.

My bones ached.

I continued forward.

I began to cry.

I didn't think I could go further.

Then I found it.

I found the thing I had been searching for.

I wiped my tears away from my sockets, making small whimpering noises from all the aches and pains I was experiencing. I continued to gaze in awe at the site.
It was so horrific, yet so calming and beautiful.
The site had been one that sparked a war.
A war not between AUs, as I had originally thought, but one between two brothers.
One brother got all the fame and happiness.
The other was bullied, abused, mistreated, the one who would supposedly spark the flame of war in this AU.
Dream told me this story, made it seem like it was the neglected brother that was the bad guy, the one who needed to dust, or to just simply disappear.
Of course, he also told me the location of this dead spark.
He also told me how to get there.
He also told me about the dangers of the area, and the dangers of the fruit.

I walked closer to the tree.

The tree of feelings.

Destroyed by anguish and suffering.

I walked closer, to notice one fruit on the ground, behind the carcass of the tree.

It was exactly what I was looking for.

The fruit was a dark color, black, slight hints of dark blues and purples if you looked closer at the skin.

This was the only way to end all the suffering...

Right...?

I held it in my hand, curious as to if my theory would work.

Or if I would just make things worse.

Will I be the failure everyone thinks I am...?

That thought right there, that very thought, is what sparked my war.

I took a bite out of the apple.

I began to scream.

I writhed in pain.

I fell to the ground, feeling punctures everywhere in my soul and bones.

Feeling like I was drowning in my own sea of pain and tears.

Feeling like I was alone.

I screamed one last time, but this time, no noise came out.

My face looked like one of a drowning man.

One that realized my flaws, my imperfections, my insecurities, my fears.

One that realized I was truly going to die...

Or so I thought.

As my world went black, I realized the truth.

What I did worked.

I awoke hours later on the ground, tired, alone, fearful, and feeling like shit.

Of course, I knew that was going to happen, but I didn't do this just for the fun of it.

No no, I did this, for the brothers I love.

{Haha, another chappy done, yay!

Also, thank you for 550+ views!
It makes me incredibly happy to see the views grow each day, so thanks for making it this far.
Also yes I know this is cringy, but I hope you'll continue to read anyways-

I believe in every one of you guys!

~Blue}