I still remember the day we met...
(Y/n) rejected me again, I was heart broken, and decided to meet new people.
That day, Margaret bought a car, she told me that it was at the parking lot, and told me if I wanted to see it.
I went by myself to the parking lot, and saw a blue car, that I thought was Margaret's. It wasn't. It was Haan's car, and they laughed about my confussion. I didn't know they were friends, and I gave them my number anyway.We began to chat and call to eachother. Haan seemed to be a cool person. We started dating. Somehow, Haan asked me to keep it as a secret, and I accepted.
With the time, I discovered my feelings towards them weren't strong enough to keep me going with this relationship, so I tried to end the relationship.
That's when happened for the first time. They rapped me. And I never were suspicious about their attitude, they always looked normal for me.
After the worst night of my life, I knew I couldn't run away from them. I was so scared that someone could find out about this, I was scared of being judged, I was scared at people teasing me, yelling at me, laughing at me. My brother's would. My father would hit me, kill me. I don't know how many things could happen if I decided to talk. And I don't know if I should be proud of never saying a word about what happened, because that gave Haan the permission to keep using my body for their own pleasure. Haan knew I wouldn't ask for help, because I was ashamed and afraid of being humiliated.
One day (y/n) found me high at the street, I tried to kill myself with a big number of drugs, unfortunately it didn't work and she saw me in a ridiculous condition. She took me to her house and attended me. She knew something was wrong with me, I'm not into drugs, and I weren't before, that's why she noticed I tried something.
She I spoke to her I felt so free, so relieved and understood. She listened to me with all her attention, and never judge or asked. I didn't tell her who was behind this, and she didn't insist.
"If that person tries to go behind you, there will always be a paper clip under the door's carpet, so you can come in, and I will stop them" you said.
She asked me multiple times to rise a demand and look for professional help, but I never wanted, for the same reason as always, fear.
Now, that Haan is on jail, the agent that took my case asked me to have professional help. And (y/n) didn't let me deny.
So, today is my first day of therapy, my boss somehow understood I have some free weeks before coming back to normal job. And I am... Nervous, not in the bad way, actually, I feel so good, I feel I can breathe in peace again, the dog days are over for me, and I can learn to love myself again, to take care of me.
Speaking is the best thing that could happen to me. Speaking my case to the judge helped to make justice, to set me free from that shit of person, and set other ones free from their abuses.
I wish I talked before...
I am so thankful that all of this is over, now is time to fix the broken things and walk back to a brighter life.
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Hello guys! This is short, but way too important to say.
I don't know how is your life, and I don't know how life have treated you, but I just tried to communicate in this little script that we need to talk, I know it's hard to find the right people to trust, but the weight in our shoulders is less when we decide to look for help, in the best of the cases, professional help.
And if a friend of yours is having a bad time, is always good to recommend professional help. A lot of series and movies doesn't normalize looking for professional help, and that is awful! Also, listent to them, you never know how much they need to.
Anyway, that was all. See you soon!
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