DELICATE DESIRE (Unedited)

PROLOGUE

"Cybelle, tapos ka na ba dyan?" I heard my mom's loud voice downstairs, while I'm busy putting on my earrings and featuring myself on a life size mirror here in my room.

This was unnecessary for me seeing my self-wearing a sexy maxi-dress. Because I often wear one on some special occasions only like my father's appearance on TV, but this day is an extraordinary day because this is what I've been waiting for.

Almost 5 years of waiting is done, now this is the day I'm looking forward to.

The lightly face the door when it opens, "Hey, yow, 1-year ka nang nakatingin dyan sa salamin di ka pa 'rin gumaganda ate hahahaha, tara na sa baba wala ng pag-asa 'yan." My mood turned into a roller coaster because of what he said, kaya inabot ko agad ang throw pillow sa tabi ko at binato sa kanya, he wasn't able to get hit by the pillow because he quickly closed the door and laughed outside.

"Alam mo Cyben, yari ka talaga sa akin pagkatapos ko dito." I irritatedly hissed and fix the edge of my dress.

Last look in myself before I open the door and immediately punch Cyben's arms. "Hey!!! That hurts! You might look good tonight but Kuya Milo won't still like you, bleh!" The punch wasn't enough for me, so I tried to grab his hair but he ran as fast as he could away from me.

Sumunod na ako sa pagbaba, naabutan ko sila Mama na naghihintay sa living room, she was fixing my dad's necktie while dad making his jokes on her. They still look so inlove kahit na sobrang tagal na nilang mag asawa.

They were like a perfect Prince and Princess of a wonderful love story.

"Oh, you look good, Cybelle." Mama's eyes were filled with admiration and dad genuinely smiled at me. When I stand in front of them, they both stare at me for a few seconds and Mama gets Cyvien's hands.

"Tara na, malalate pa tayo." She said, all of us went to my dad's car in the garage but I insisted on using my own car and good thing dad approved it. We did a convoy papunta as a venue.

I'm already 23 so I guess Dad is starting to give space to my independence.

While driving, I can't control my hands from trembling and getting cold as we are near the Venue. The feeling was like the very first time I saw him, I was trembling and holding my tears because I got bullied but he showed up and saved me.

He was like my knight in shining armor, the light in the dark side of my world, my Hero.

Now after my failed confession back to them, this time I'm gonna make sure he will not reject me like the last time.

Yes, I admit it that he was right, we were so young for that thing called love but right now I'm sure I'm old enough to prove and defend my feelings for him.

I park my car to the nearest space where Dad parks his car. Hinintay nila akong bumaba sa aking sasakyan at sabay sabay kaming pumasok sa isang napakagandang Hotel.

This is where Tita Cherry and Tito Survey held a welcome party for him since he passed as a professional Engineer and Pilot in France.

Pagpasok namin sa loob ay agad sinalubong ni Tita Cherry si mama they hug and kiss each other like they been separate for a decade.

After I greeted them, my eyes automatically roamed around the place, looking for a curtain person.

"Cybelle, come seat na mag start na ang party." napalingon ako kay Tita Cherry ng hawakan at hilain niya na ako papunta sa table namin malapit sa stage.

She smiles at me and goes in front of the stage kung saan nakatayo si Tito Survey.

"Welcome everyone, we are all gathered here to welcome and celebrate my son's achievement in his own profession. Back then he was just a little boy in my arms reaching for my face but now he is a Great Man standing and shining on his own feet. After he graduated abroad, he sought many challenges in his profession, achieving great things in life. I proudly represent to you all my Son Mikko Laure Del Mundo" everyone gives him a warm welcome as he takes a step out of the stage.

My eyes were locked on him, my heart skipped a beat and it was hard for me to grab some air because he steals all the air in my body. It's been five years though he still has this major effect on me.

My first and last Love is finally here. My eyes widened when someone also stepped out of the stage and clung her arms around Milo's arms.

He took a thankful introduction and spilled a glips on his achievements. "I'm very thankful for my Parents on supporting me and guiding me to the right path in life and now I also thank this wonderful woman beside me for supporting and giving me inspiration in my profession. My Fiancé Amari Solenn Vida."

There it is, my ears suddenly hear a loud straight noise, na parang iyon na lang ang narinig ko at everything around me darkens ang tanging nakikita ko lang na liwanag ay nanggagaling sa nakangiting mukha ni Milo habang pinagmamasdan ang babae sa kanyang tabi.

My world was crashing big time and I couldn't even handle it.

"Excuse me." I whispered and went out of that place.

Tears started to roll in my face, my hearts instantly turned into pieces, and everything broke down into dust. My hope, courage, and love wasn't rejected by him this time. dahil hindi pa man ako nagcoconfess ulit ay talo na ako agad. Hindi ko pa nga ipinaglalaban ang feeling ko sa kanya talo na agad ako.

"Hey Cy, ano ba umayos ka nga dalawang araw ka ng ganyan ni hindi pa nga kayo nagkakausap ni Milo pati nong Amari eh!!" my lazy gaze turn to my best friend Dawn while she's eating her snack when we are walking here at the Hospital Lobby.

"May dahilan pa ba para kausapin ko sila, masasaktan lang ako lalo," With that I was like starting to cry again.

"Hoy, wag kang iiyak gaga! On duty tayo ano ka ba!!!" pinunasan ko ang aking mata gamit ang scarf saking bulsa. Habang naglalakad kami sa hallway ng hospital nanatili akong lutang, pero my nakaagaw ng atensyon ko.

What if kahit ito lang?! This could be my chance kahit ito na lang. I stop from walking at ganun din ang ginawa ni Dawn, nagtataka niya akong tinignan habang nanatili akong nakatulala sa department board.

"Dawn, will you support me kahit na baliw ako?" I whisper still not glancing at her. "Ahh oo naman best friend mo ko eh, ano ba ang ibig mong sabi—," I cut her off. "I want Milo's child, kahit iyon na lang." seryoso kong sambit at pursigido siyang hinarap.

"Ano?! Paano!?" I held both of her hands and stared at her.

"Sperm cell transplant will do!"