Minecraft youtuber oneshots :sparkles:

Transinnit (Angst [Hurt/comfort])

I know this was originally a hermitcraft book but i made it minecraft youtubers so i could post this ok i actually kinda like it ok-

Also, Hermittpad_Star helped me write parts of this and gave me the initial idea and so imma give them credit here :3 <3

Tommy and Wilbur haha yes im making wilbur an asshole to a trans tom tom :3

Im sorry wilby

Tw: Tommy has a panic attack, Wilbur shouts at Tommy, I guess you could say Wilbur acts a bit h*m*ph*bic too towards the end

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Tommyinnit was confident, he started long conversations about awkward subjects with people he barely knew and made everyone laugh, himself included. Tommy didn't have any of those qualities...

Tommy was always anxious, Tommyinnit wasn't.

Tommy's eyes started watering whenever his friends insulted him playfully, Tommyinnit's wouldn't.

Tommy was hiding a tight ass binder under his shirt and he tried his best to ignore the pain, Tommyinnit didn't.

Tommyinnit was born a boy, Tommyinnit was who Tommy wanted to be, Tommyinnit was who everyone expect Tommy to be.

Tommyinnit was perfect, Tommy wasn't.

This would also explain why Tommy was playing among us with his friends while putting up his strong and brave demeanour.

The one thing that Tommy was and that Tommyinnit definitely wasn't was a crybaby. Tommyinnit loved messing around with his friends, always insulting them with lousy comebacks or just for the heck of it. Tommy on the other hand couldn't stand insults and his eyes started watering the second someone told him he was annoying, he had learned to hide them well but those tears would always appear in the corner of his eyes. So saying that he was panicking the moment Wilbur lashed out at him was definitely an understatement.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP TOMMY"

Tommy went silent and just listened to the laughs being spread around, trying to let Tommyinnit take over but to no avail.

"TOMMY YOU ARE A LITTLE GREMLIN CHILD, you have NO friends. Literally NO ONE cares about you in the WHOLE world-"

Thats all Tommy heard before pulling his knees to his chest and trying to catch his breath, tears rolling down his face even if he tried not to let them spill, the occasional choke from his attempts to breathe and his binder making that about 100 times harder than it would be usually.

The only thing he could think about however wasnt even Wilburs words, it was how all his friends were going to realise that Tommyinnit wasnt Tommy. And he didnt want that. But that thought, if anything, make the problem worse before he flinched.

"STOP IT WILBUR" Tubbo was usually a quiet and reserved person but this drew the edge of the line for him. he knew what was going on and he used what little courage he had to silence everyone with his words.

"Tommy go to another vc"

Tommy lifted his hand and did so, moving to the voice chat below the one everyone else was in before balling his eyes out now no one could see.

"The fuck is going on" Wilbur wanted answers but all he got was an annoyed Tubbo who responded with, "What the fuck is wrong with you, it's already hard to breath with those things one and you made it worse, and you know what? fuck you Will"

Tubbo then proceeded to leave the vc and go to Tommys, leaving everyone silent before Techno spoke up with a very quiet, "I think I get it, and Tubbo is very right"

"What the fuck was he on about?!" Wilbur was getting impatient and demanding answers while everyone was trying to calm him down even a bit to get the chance to explain.

Meanwhile, in the other voice chat, Tubbo was trying to calm Tommy down at the same time.

"You still have it on?"

Tommy nodded and hummed slightly, to which Tubbo sighed and asked him to take it off, to which he did.

"Okay now I know its hard, but i need you to take a deep breath in for 4 seconds, then hold it for 7, then release for 8. Then carry on until you have fixed your breathing patten ok? I will do it with you see, ok?"

"Ok.."

"Ok, 1...2.....3.....4 and hold for 1..2....3.....4.....5.......6...7 and release for 1....2...3...4....5...6.....7....8. You're doing good Tommy, can you do that again?" Tubbo did well in calming Tommy down, after a couple of minutes Tommy had fixed his breathing and resorted to sobbing into his knees.

Tubbo sighed and looked at Tommy, before asking, "Do you wanna talk to the others?"

The younger of the two nodded, before reaching over to change the voice chat and hesitantly joining the chat where they were sat in silence until they realised Tommy and Tubbo were back.

"H-Hey guys I- uh- yeah sorry ab-about that" Tommy mumbled earning an eyeroll from only Wilbur when the rest of them kept reassuring him that he was alright.

Wilbur scoffed before speaking up, "Alright explain then, what was Tubbo talking about 'one of those things', explain pissbaby"

Tommy flinched again before mumbling some words incoherently and earning a grumble from Tubbo who was trying so hard not to find his way to Wilbur and punch him in the face.

"Basically, I like....I wasnt born a boy, like you guys think i was"

"What?"

"I'm trans, i was born a female"

"That doesnt answer my question"

"Tubbo was talking about my binder, i wear it and it makes my chest look flat so i look more like.. Well.. a male. And cause it compresses my chest it also makes it harder to breathe, meaning if i have a panic attack in it, then, well, i literally cant breathe. And thats why Tubbo told me to leave the vc too"

Wilbur just scoffed before leaving the call, leaving Tommy feeling like shit. But only to be comforted by the rest of his friends in the call and trying to make him feel better.

Maybe this wouldnt be too bad after all..

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Kinda a funny ending extra bonus thing that star made:

"Tommy are you alright...?"

"Yeah, this stuff actually happens quite a lot to me. I'm actually more different from Tommyinnit than you'd think I am..."

"What do you mean?"

"Tommyinnit has a dick"

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Anyway yes, this, yeah its 2:22 am thats cool ok nevermind it just ticked to 2:23 nevermind sob

I rushed the ending cause i was tired and i wanna sleep before i get shouted at looking at you jamie ;w; but yeah im going to bed now buh bye