𝑾𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 ❣︎ MinSung

;; 08

⚠️ panic/anxiety attack ( I mean- I tried?? this is basically just based off of what happens to me sometimes.)
read at your own risk

After a few weeks of rooming with Minho, Jisung has discovered that the elder is very busy.

He wakes up about an hour earlier than Jisung and is usually either at vocal lessons, dance class, or he's studying. Jisung has grown accustomed to the boys random alarm going off at 7 pm as well.

He still didnt know what exactly it was for, but the boy never skipped it.

Not until today.

Minho had told his friend Yeosang earlier that he was gonna try to go a day without listening to his alarm and see how it would affect him. It was around 6:30 pm right now so he had time to spare.

He'd already studied what he thought he needed to study twice, he had no vocal lessons today and oddly enough, he didnt feel like dancing at the time. He sighed and laid down on his bed gently.

Jisung was going to be out with Chan, Felix and Changbin for God knows how long so he had nothing to do. Once the clock struck 7, his alarm went off but all he did was dismiss it. He didnt do what he needed to but instead turned on some music to listen to.

He felt fine.

... That ended after a while.

Minho started remembering things that had happened in a past relationship and started having issues, sobbing into his knees too. Jisung hadn't come back yet but he didnt want to bother him anyway.

Jisung didnt know about any of this, why get him involved?

Minho didnt know what to do. There was only two people that he could think of besides his mother that could calm him down, so he called one person, hoping they'd pick up.

With Jisung

Jisung, Chan, and Changlix were in the cafeteria, talking about school subjects when Chans phone started ringing. He answered it and put it on speaker.

"Hey Lino, what's up?" A small sniffle was heard on the other end, a violent cough following. Jisungs brows furrowed at the nickname.

"Hyung-" a choked sob came from the boy and everyone's hearts stopped. "H-hyung, I need your h-elp.. i-i cant-" he took multiple deep breaths and sniffled again.

"C-ant do this much l-longer- please-! Cant b-breathe.. called Yeo.. d-idnt a-answer.. Please.." He sounded like he was begging for his life as Chan immediately stood up.

"I'll be there as soon as I can. Just breathe - try to breathe. Deep breaths, count to 10. Close your eyes. You're in the dorm right?" A hum was heard, "okay.. I'll be there in a minute. Do as I told you." Another hum was heard before the other hung up.

"Jisung, come with me. I need you to unlock the door."

He grabbed his phone from the table and the two ran off, leaving the couple behind. Not that they cared though, because now they had time to themselves.

Jisung unlocked the door to the dorm and as soon as they walked in, they were met with Minho on the floor, on his knees with one hand holding him from falling forward as the other clutched his heart. Chan rushed over to the sobbing boy, kneeling down as Jisung closed the door and went to his bed to observe.

Minho let out another violent cough and almost fell but Chan caught him.

"Minho. Minho, look at me." The boy looked up at him, tears in his eyes and on his cheeks. "Deep breaths, okay?" The boy nodded, "Inhale.." Chan inhaled and Minho mimicked, ".. Exhale..." Minho mimicked again and they repeated that a few more times before the boy calmed enough to breathe normally, but the crying hadn't stopped.

"Hey, it'll be okay. He's not here, he cant hurt you. He cant hurt you anymore, okay? You're safe now. He cant get you."

Minho shook his head as Chan hugged him.

"N-no.. Y-you're wrong! i-i.. I dont feel sa-fe, hyung.. W-what if hes planning to c-ome back?"

Chan broke the hug and cupped the younger's face gently, "you're strong enough to fight back now. And, if you cant do it alone, you have the rest of the group too. All of us will protect you, I promise."

Minho nodded and glanced at Jisung, finally noticing his presence and widening his eyes as he turned back to Chan.

"W-why did you bring h-im?"

"I needed to get in somehow. I dont trust you to even move when you're having one of these moments, you know that. Last time, you ended up in the hospital." Minho looked down and nodded, "now tell me Minho: What caused this?" The boy muttered something.

"What?" He mumbled again, "Minho, speak up please."

"I s-skipped my alarm.." He said a little louder and Chans eyes widened this time.

"Why would you do that?!"

"i-i wanted to see what would happen.. I thought I'd be fine.. I'm sorry hyungie.." His eyes watered again and Chan panicked.

"Hey, Minho, it's okay. I'm not mad or anything, I just wanted to know.. but please, for the love of God, dont do it again." Minho nodded and wiped his tears before Chan continued, "Where are they?" Minho pointed to his bedside table drawer so Chan went over there and dug through it. "Which ones do you need?"

"All of the ones with sad face drawn on them.." Chan sighed and grabbed out about 6 pill bottles and Jisungs eyes widened. "2 each.." Jisung looked at Minho who was still on the floor.

"Really? 12 pills?" Chan asked, exasperated.

"I can handle more than 20.." Chan scoffed.

"Barely."

He got 2 pills out of each bottle before putting them back in the drawer. He got a glass of water, giving the pills and the drink to Minho who took all 12 at once in only one gulp.

"Okay, are you good now? You calm? You know he wont get you? You know that we'll protect you if need be?" The younger nodded and went onto his bed, the pills making him sleepy. Chan covered the boy with his blanket before hugging him and leaving.

Jisung was still processing for a few minutes as it was silent before Minhos voice brought him out of his trance.

"Sungie~ can we snuggle?"

Jisung looked shocked but nodded slowly.

The elder lifted his fluffy blanket, gesturing for Jisung to come. The boy went over and laid next to Minho, the latter quickly covering them up and wrapping an arm around the smaller boy.

He carefully took his arm away again.

"You know.. you dont have to do this. You seem uncomfortable.." Jisung scooted closer, turning on his side and putting his own arm over the other.

"I want to. I'm not uncomfortable, just awkward." He stated before Minho yawned and held him again, closing his eyes, "get some rest, hyung. You've had a long day."

Minho let out a breathy laugh and nodded.

"Yeah.. Maybe I'll tell you sometime. Goodnight.."

He fell asleep almost immediately after Jisung said 'goodnight' back. the younger turned off all the lights and was thankful Chan had somehow managed to lock the door before he joined Minho and slept.

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me: [accidentally publishes a wholeass chapter when I meant to SAVE]

if you saw me publish this chapter last time and republish, no you didnt