Bonus ;;

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since  s o m e o n e  *cough* asked (keyboard smashed) so nicely ,,,

"Jisungie!"

The male looked over to see Felix running to him, a big smile on his face.

"Hey Lix," he replied once he knew the boy was close enough to hear him. "Did you need anything?"

The boy shook his head, looking up at what Jisung was previously eyeing, "no, i dont need anything. Minho and Changbin hyungs are making a mess in the kitchen - Jeongin is trying to stop them."

The elder chuckled quietly at his boyfriend's actions, which he always found endearing.

"Sounds like a Minho and Changbin thing to do.. You know how they are."

Felix laughed too, remembering the times the two elders would playfully banter and Jeongin would have to step in - then sometimes they somehow dragged Jeongin in.

It was a peaceful silence for a bit before shuffling could be heard and Jisung was sitting on the cold ground.

"It's a nice night, dont you think?" He commented, patting the spot beside him, "sit with me Lix."

The boy obeyed, sitting beside the elder as he let out a content sigh.

"Hyung?" Jisung hummed, looking over in confusion at the sudden use of honorfics.

Felix never used them on him, considering how small the age difference was.

"Something wrong?"

The Australian shook his head, "nothing's wrong. Can i tell you something?"

The elder calmed down a bit, looking back up as he hummed yet again in question.

"I think i love Changbin."

"Of course you love Changbin-"

"No, like-" he paused, trying to mentally piece together the rest of his sentence. "Like, i want to marry him some day. I'm fucking in love with him, Ji, i want to grow old with him by my side and- and a ring on our fingers!" Jisung looked at him in surprise, finding that the boy was already looking at him.

Felix looked as though he was on the verge of tears, so the boy did what he thought would be best.

Jisung hugged him.

The young blonde hugged back immediately, burying his face in the black haired males shoulder.

"It's okay Lix, its okay.. Calm down baby."

The petname slipped off his tongue easily, seeing as he always called certain people that way.

Minho knew about his habit so it's not like he would be mad - he knew Jisung only used it on Hyunjin, Felix and Minho himself (with the occasional time of him calling one of the other three by the name).

Felix sighed, "what if he doesn't want that? Bin never seems interested in marriage! What if he doesn't want to be with me? I'm probably not good enough for him!"

"Hey, listen to me." He made the boy look at him, wiping away his best friends small tears, "Changbin loves with all his heart. He may not show it too much around you, but trust me when i say that he never shuts up about you when its just him, Chan hyung and I." He laughed quietly, "he loves you, he really does. You just have to wait until he's ready for it, okay? One day, maybe in the far future or maybe in the near future, but someday he will be ready."

The blonde nodded, though his lip quivered and more tears pricked in his eyes.

"Now don't you dare doubt your worth like that ever again," he pouted and wiped away any other tears that had fallen. "I hate seeing you so sad, it makes me sad."

"Im sorry.."

"Don't be. We're all human, aren't we? We have feelings and insecurities and times of self doubt. Not all feelings are good feelings, we all have our moments." Jisung sighed and brought the boy in for another hug, "even the people with the brightest smile to ever exist have a few moments where they doubt themself, so dont you ever apologize for being a human, okay? It just makes me sad seeing my twin so sad about a stupid boy!"

Felix giggled, "okay hyung.. Thank you."

"For what?"

"For being here for me whenever i need you.." Felix smiled and released the hug, "I dont know what I'd do without you."

Jisung scoffed, "well, I'll always be here Lix. No matter the time, place, whatever - i will be here."

"Are you always this sappy yet inspirational?"

"It's a talent of mine," he shrugged as he flipped his imaginary hair. Felix laughed, a bright smile reappearing on his features at his best friend's questionable actions.

Jisung smiled his famous heart shaped smile as he eyed the one day younger boy that laughed a bit more.

"Seriously Lix, I'll always be here for you. You know i normally stay up really late so you could always call if you need me at the asscrack of dawn."

Felix laughed more at the wording, and how Jisung had a smile on his face that gave away the fact that the last part was meant to be funny.

"Thanks Ji," he sighed out once he finished his laughing fit of the moment. "You can always come to me for anything too, remember that."

The elder didnt reply with words, only looking back up with a hum of acknowledgment.

Soon, he felt a weight on his shoulder and figured it was Felix's head - the boy always did that. Jisung carefully laid his own head on top of the Australian's as the two stared silently at the stars together.

That is, until Jisung gasped.

"I need to change Minho's name in my phone," he got his phone out hastily and went searching for the contact that still read Lee Know.

"What are you changing it to?"

Jisung paused for a second as he mentally came up with multiple different names he could use for the boy before finally settling on one. Felix made a noise of adoration at the new name before the phone was pocketed again.

"That's cute. You really think of him that way?" The elder hummed, leaning his head back on Felix's.

"I do."

"Do you think he thinks of you that way?"

"I dont know," he answered honestly. "But I'll find out eventually, wont i?"

"I suppose."

And that was when it got completely silent, the only sounds being crickets in the distance and the occasional scream from inside the cabin.

They must've dragged Jeongin into their mess again.

A synchronized sigh was heard.

"Should we go save our boyfriends before Chan gets back?"

"Probably, or there wont be any marriage for either of us!"

Jisung laughed and the two got up, brushing the dirt off of themselves. Felix wrapped his arm around the elder's shoulders and with that, the two made their way back inside the cabin, sighing once more at the huge mess and scolding their boyfriends.

Seungmin and Hyunjin merely watched it all in amusement, the elder occasionally recording the scene.
















 






an skz ff without a bit of JiLix being besties?? aha funny.. funny.

bruv is this good enough for you </3

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