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  I dont know how long the kiss lasted before I pulled away. She looked up at me with those damn bright eyes and flushed face.

I wanted her so bad.

She looked away from me, and I put my arm around her, pulling her body close to mine. She placed a hand on my chest, and I felt her head nuzzle into me. It was nice. Peaceful. I heard her sigh. "You alright?" I asked.

"Yeah... I never thought kissing could be so nice." She said. My breath caught in my throat. "You had never even been kissed before?" I said. She shook her head.

Never been kissed, and I just took her first one. That kinda thing usually don't mean much to me. But I dont know what it meant to her.

"Im sorry. I had no idea." I mumbled. She smiled up at me and sat up a bit. "Its not that big of a deal. It was just a kiss, right?" She said, shrugging.

Just a kiss. But I wanted so much more from her. This girl is scary, but not in the way I'm used to. She's scary because she makes me feel shit I ain't used to. She's scary because she's not trying to seduce me like every other girl.

And shes scary because she makes me want her in more than just a lust filled fuck.

I stood up from the couch and cleared my throat. "We should uh... both be gettin' some sleep, huh?" I said. "Oh... right. Goodnight." She said, and I heard her settle back into the couch.

This aint right. "Kalina... come with me." I said and held my hand out for her. She looked up at me with a raised eyebrow before taking my hand. I lead her to my room. "You dont have to, but if ya want, you can sleep in here with me." I said.

She smiled and hugged me. "That sounds great. But... I'm a little scared. I dont want to, you know, go any further." She said, letting go of me and rubbing her arm. "Nah, dont feel like you're obligated to give me anything. I just dont like the idea of a girl sleeping on my couch while I'm in a nice bed. My momma would have my head if she knew that." I said and walked over to the bed.

She followed me. I went into the master bathroom and took off my coat and pants, slipping on a pair of sweats instead. I walked out and went over to my dresser, pulling out a tank top and some old gym shorts. "If you wanna go and get changed in the bathroom, go ahead. Then just... make yourself comfortable I guess." I told her as I climbed into my bed.

She went into the bathroom and changed, then came out and sat on the opposite side of my bed. "Are you uncomfortable with this?" I asked, half expecting her to say yes. She shook her head and looked back at me. "I'm just not really used to being treated like this. And I guess my heads still kind of spinning from earlier."

She sat back a bit and swung her legs up onto the bed, relaxing back against the headboard. I still can't believe I did that. I did it without her permission. But she said it was okay so I shouldn't feel bad.

Hell, I'm usually the Boss, but when I'm around her, it kinda feels like she takes that role over me. "I'll have to get a good bed for one of the spare rooms. I'll letcha take your pick on whatever room you want. Ya just can't take this one." We laughed a bit at my lame joke. She stared at her lap for a while, still seeming unsure of what to do.

"Hey?" I said, she looked over at me, and I did something I ain't never done before.

I put a hand on her cheek and leaned up, kissing her again. Quick this time, just a peck. "Relax. I'll see ya in the mornin'." I said before laying down on my back with my hands behind my head. I closed my eyes and the room was quiet. Figured I'll just let her do whatever she wants. If she wants to leave, she can. It'll kinda hurt... not gonna lie. I heard her taking slow breaths, and eventually I heard the blankets rustle.

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