November flew away in no time. Projects to make, study to do, dances to practice, songs to write the lyrics to, classes to atend and weekends to hang out.
Did Jisung ever asked Chan about what he said about Felix that night? No, no he didn't.
He maybe was afraid, maybe Chan didn't meant it that way, maybe it could make him feel uncomfortable...Chan got closer to Hongjoong and Seonghwa as well as the whole dance team. To be honest he had this few other friends he didn't saw that much. Sure, he knew a lot of people, and could call them friends, but honestly he usually found himself being with Changbin, Jisung and Felix and his friends as for lately.
Felix also hanged out a lot with them. And was pretty happy about his new friends, that aren't that new anymore.
He hanged out with the 2000 line a lot: Jisung, Hyunjin, Seungmin, Yeji, Soobin and Shuhua. The last two being friends of Seungmin he recently got to know.
Felix was a shy extrovert, really clingy and cheerful, and for obvious reasons everyone loved him.Honestly, the one person they were hanging out with the most were each other. They lived near, and were studying the same career, so Chan found himself painting with Felix a lot of times.
The boy just came in and both of them did their work in silence, not awkward at all. The older helped him with more difficult stuff if Felix asked.They found themselves really enjoying their company and time together. Also, Chan caught on a thing Felix did a lot: HUGGING.
He didn't knew the boy was this clingy, but honestly he didn't care at all. He kinda loved it a lot.
He loved everything the younger did, from smiling to walking to how he expressed himself when he was tired. But oh was he going to admit it. He never felt like this before, and even worst, he didn't feel like this for a boy before.
I mean, he wasn't against it, it just took time to sit in his head. Well, it wasn't totally seated yet. The idea was still choosing what chair to sit on.
Chair one: 'Okay, I like him. Let's tell him'.
Chair two: 'Imposible, he'll never see me that way'.
Chair three: 'I' m confused, I don't even know how love feels like'.
Chair four: 'I like him. Let's cut every bond we ever had'.His idea was looking at chair number three right now: Confusion.
And decided to sat there for a while.
It was the truth right now, he had only dated one girl for less than two months and had a couple hook ups here and there. He had cero clue about how he should really feel, it was so long since he dated that girl he practically forgot how it felt...Moving on from Bang Chan's mental mazes! Today was November 26, Thursday 2020. Felix was at his morning classes not paying too much attention. It was a two hours lecture and Felix's attention spam was as lasting as an iPhone, not to shade but they didn't last for more than exactly twenty-seven minutes and fifty-three seconds. That's the time Felix has chronometered to be the longest he had been without checking his phone in class.
The name of the class doesn't matter right now, and Felix sure didn't care either. His mind was on the tenth floor of his brain, it was really difficult to see reality from far up there...
He did that thing again, where he looked up the ceiling and closed his eyes while rocking the chair back and forth. He cared 0% about the class or real world, he was making movies on his head and creating fake scenarios were he met famous people or got a girlfriend out of nowhere.- Felix... FELIX! - The classmate at his left called him. He got surprised and almost fell backwards on his chair, luckily he reacted fast and grabbed the table's edge with strength. He
turned to look at the girl siting besides him and she said - The period is over, everyone is heading out already -.
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