Oh Anna//H.S(Book 1)

Part 16:You Ok?

A/N: this one is short. And painful.
Good luck!

I wake up at 5. 5 am. Next to Harry. Also feeling the urge to puke my guts out. I run to the bathroom falling over the toilet. I hear Harry get up. He sits down next to me and pulls my hair into a pony tail in the back of my head.
"Harry...go back to bed."
"No Ch.....No Anna. I'm staying here. " I close my eyes and sigh. I sit up and lean against the wall.
"Anna we should talk." I nod.
"Look...I'm not mad at you..." he sighs.
"And I want you to be happy."
"Harry...."
"Anna listen."
"I want you to be happy, and I know Malicai is a good guy....when he isn't drunk....so I'm just letting you know, I'm Happy for you. And I always will be, even if you choose him." He puts his hand on top of mine.
"Is it possible to like two people at the same time." I say a tear falling.
"C'mere." He says pulling me into a hug.
"I think you need some time...I think we need some time to process this. So I'll drop you off to get your car when you feel good enough to drive ok?"
I nod. Still hugging him.
"Harry..."
"Anna...."
"I'm sorry I yelled at you last night."
"It's ok ba...." he takes a deep breath.
"It's ok Anna, you were drunk." I know it's hard for him to stop calling me Cherry and Baby, but it's what I need right now. It's what I need so it's easier to decide.

I get home and fall on my floor.
I get a text.
"Hey Babes. You ok?" It's Malicai.
"Malicai...I'm Anna."
"Are you ok?"
"Not really but it's fine."
I don't get a text back. I sit on the floor.
What the hell am I supposed to do now. I...I don't think I can be with Harry and live with the fact that I slept with Malicai. I...I just...I hear a knock on my door. That's weird to me.
Harry usually walks in...Jane bursts through the door and makes it known that she is here. And no one else ever comes. I open the door.
"Hey..."
"You ok?"
It's Malicai.
"I...I don't think now is the time I.."
"Oh my god I drove two streets over for you to say now is not the right time?! Let me in, we'll talk." I nod and open the door. He walks in and  lays on the floor.
I lay next to him.
"What's up." He grabs me and pulls me into a hug.
"It's really complicated." I say.
"It's ok. I can keep up."
"Harry took me home last night and we talked this morning."
"Mhm."
"He said that your a great guy and he would be happy for me no matter what I choose." I say tearing up at his words.
"I agree."
He loosens in our hug and tucks my hair behind my ear.
"I like you a lot...but this is your choice. Not mine. Or Harry's. It's yours. And we can't make you choose. All we can do is be there for you to support your decision, and be happy for you, even if it hurts."
I fall back into him. He squeezes me tight. I feel comfortable. I do with Harry too. But then again I couldn't live with the constant feeling of regret.
"Hey....Hey Baby." I say.
"Yes Beautiful."
"I think I choose you." I whisper.
"Are you sure?"
I nod.
It hurts a little. But it's ok. I've made the right choice.
Have I?