Living with regret

Part 6

Y/N's POV

*beep. Beep. Beep. Beep*

That sound flowed through your brain. Talking, whispers, and crying was all you heard in your ears. You eagerly wanted to just open your eyes, and tell every voice in there that you were okay! And shut off that beeping that's been pissing you off for a while now. But for some strange reason, you couldn't. You couldn't move.

Harry's POV

I burst through the doors of the hospital that I just received a call from.

H: "No. Not Y/N! She can't die. I need her!" Those thoughts lingered through your brain as you stepped closer and closer to her hospital room. You opened the door and there she was. My beautiful Y/N laying there. Pale. Damaged and lifeless.

H: "Y/N!! Oh my god Y/N!! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU! HANG IN THERE. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, JUST STAY STRONG! IM NOT LEAVING YOUR SIDE!" You shouted as you ran quickly to her bed side and squeeze her freezing hand. You kissed it multiple times, wishing it was her lips on yours. You would do anything to bring her back and to rewind all that happened this last week. Take it all back. You knew you would give anything to be in her arms again. You sat right by Y/N's side for nearly 45 minutes just holding her hands and sobbing.

H: "it should be me. It should be me in your position right now Y/N." You cried and whispered to Y/N's still body. You watched her breathe slowly, her stomach moving up, then down just wondering what would happen if she stopped. Then, a moment after Niall came bursting through the doors. Worried look on his face, and suddenly tears formed as he saw Y/N.

N: "oh my god! Is she dead? What happened?" He questioned to a doctor nearby.

Dr: "she was in a car accident, sir. Happened just over an hour ago. She had some brain damage, a broken foot, and has fallen into a comma. We aren't sure when she will wake up, but we will let you know every detail.

Niall and I both nodded our heads and thanked the doctor as he walked out of her room.

I looked over at Niall who had a sympathetic face, looking back at me. I think he noticed the pain I'm in, and truly saw how sorry I was.

N: "Harry. I'm sorry for hitting you. I was just so fucking mad and confused why you hurt her!" He said at you.

H: "I know. Don't be sorry. I Deserved it. I'm guilty everyday and the only person who can fix that is Y/N. I don't know what to do with my life right now. She's never going to forgive me." I cried, my voice getting trembling more every word.

N: "Harry. I know you can get her. She loves you. She has always loved you. It took me something to realize that your the one for her. No one else." Niall said smoothly.

H: "we cool bro?" I whispered still barely being able to talk but managed a smirk through my tears. Then I felt a hand twitch. Me and Niall's heads both snapped towards Y/N, who was turning in the hospital bed and suddenly her beautiful eyes fluttered open!

H: "Y/N, baby omg!" I cried tears of joy, as I wrapped my arms around her thin body, but having her push me off. I stood there shocked, but expecting her to do that.

N: "Y/N, it's okay.." Niall said helping me out.

Y/N: "what is going on?" She questioned with fear in her eyes.

H: "you were in an accident, but baby girl, I swear to you I love you so much!" I yelled wanting the world to hear it.

N: "Y/N, it's true, he really does love you."

H: "please princess, just take--" Y/N cut me off before I could finish my apologies.

Y/N: "STOP! Just stop! Who the fuck are you guys and why are you here?" She screamed.

Niall and I both froze and my bloodshot eyes formed more tears.

N&H: "what?.." We questioned in unison.

Then it realized, Y/N didn't remember me. She didn't remember Niall, or anyone. She didn't remember our life before this, or anything. She doesn't remember me... And my heart just began to shatter, while Y/N lay there. Having no clue why.