Living with regret

Untitled Part 7

Nialls POV

When Y/N's words spoke saying that she didnt remember anything, i could see harry stiffen. I knew how much thats hurting him. I was confused but, considering The accident she went through, i knew she couldnt walk away clean. Y/N's eyes began to close again, as Harry got up and walked out of the room.

N: "Harry? Where are you going?" I called out,

H: "im sorry, Niall. I cant go on without her right now." He whispered, tears stained on his bloodshot eyes. And with that he walked out of the hospital.

I walked back into Y/N's room to find a doctor at her bed,

N: "she just woke up! Why is she asleep again!"

Dr: "that was a small awakening, unfortunetaly, shes back in the coma, and probaly wont remember that she just woke up."

N: "will she remember anything?" I questioned.

Dr: "yes. Her brain wasnt fully back right there, but when she fully awakes from this, her memory will be back, dont you worry." He said with a grin.

I quickly grabbed my phone to ring harry and tell him the news but there was no response.

A few more days passed, and i stayed in Y/N's room, waiting for her to open those beautiful eyes, and look deep into mine. Nobody has heard from Harry since Y/N's first awakening. He hasnt come back to visit, haesnt called, and hasnt answered anyones texts. I knew he needed time to process this so after a while, i stopped calling him. Suddenly, Y/N's body started shifting and her eyes fluttered open like ive seen before.

Y/N: "harry?" She called out, still half of her eyes closed.

N: "no, Y/N, its me, Niall. Harrys not here, but he was!" I said grabbing her hand.

Y/N: "why did he leave?" She asked with a frown on her face.

N: "dont worry about that right now. Im so happy your awake!" i say grinning at her.

A few hours passed and doctors came in to check on Y/N, until they finally told her she was okay. They ran a few more tests and xrays to make sure shes all good to go home. Beside the boot on her broken foot, and the bruises on her body, she looked healthy again. The doctors allowed her to leave, as long as she stayed away from cars for a few days, and called if she needed anything. They also added that they will call her with her blood test results later that day, just to tell her she will be fine!

Y/N's POV

I was estatic when the doctors released me! I wasnt sure how long i was out for, but i longed to see harrys face again. Ive missed it! Niall volunteered to drive me back to Harry and I's flat, since i wouldnt be able to drive with my boot. I hopped in the car, and stared out the window, just waiting for the moment to see harrys face again. We arrived at the apartment and i couldnt help but feel excitment building up inside me!

N: "need me to come in for a while?" Niall asked.

Y/N: "no thanks, Ni. I want alone time with harry. Time to work things out." I replied politely.

N: "alright, just call me if you need me."

Y/N: "always will." I grinned at him.

N: "by the way, im going back to Ireland soon to visit my family, but if anything happens, just ring me up, okay?" Niall said.

Y/N: "thank you. I really appreciate everything you have done for me." I say looking deep into his eyes.

I stepped out of Nialls car, as he drove away from the apartment. I grabbed the doorknob and opened the door but was disturbed to what i saw inside the house. Beer bottles were scattered all over the floor, broken and not, there were holes i the walls and broken dishes everywhere. I slappped my hand over my mouth and stared in awe at the wreck of an apartment. I quickly ran up the stairs to find harry curled up in the corner of the bedroom, with bleeding fists, and sunked eyes.

Y/N: "ha- harry?" I cried out, but he didnt answer. "Harry!" I called out louder this time as his head shot up quicker than it ever has before.

H: "OH MY GOD, Y/N.. Y/N, Y/N, i cant believe your here! I thought i lost you! I thought you forgot all about me and id never be able to be with you again! Omg, ive missed you so much and i love you, and i always will!" Harry cried as he wraps his arms around me, tighter than ever.

Y/N: "hey.. Shhh its okay, im here now! Im not going to leave you! I love you too and i want to forget everything that happened and just be with you again! I love you, harry." I say, wiping harrys tears as he places a passionate kiss on my lips. Ive missed that, and it feels like forever since ive felt his love. We stood in eachothers arms for a solid 10 minutes. I brought him into the kitchen to clean up his cut hands, and bandage them up. Suddenly, my phone started vibrating. I grabbed it out of my pocket, and looked at the number. Unknown. I answered it quickly to hear a familiar voice.

Dr: "hello? Ms.Y/L/N? Its your doctor!"

Y/N: "hello dr." Is say, holding harrys hand, not being able to stop my eyes from locking with his.

Dr: "i just wanted to call to let you know that we recieved your blood tests and everything seems to be great! Your very lucky!" He says happily

Y/N: "thank you so much! I really appreciate everything youve done for me!" I say too the doctor.

Dr: "no problem. Your so lucky you didnt lose the little ones from the accident. Be greatful every night."

Y/N: "wait, what?" Is say walking away from Harry, but having him follow closely behind...

Harrys POV

I have never felt this much love and relief inside me before, but seeing Y/N infront of me again, loving me, is the best thing that ever could have happened to me. I could not get my eyes off of her. Even while she was on the phone. We just looked in eachothers eyes. Shes so beautiful, and i know i wont do anything to hurt her again. Suddenly, Y/N's face drops and she lets go of my hand, and unlocking our eyes. She walks out of the room but i follow right behind her.

H: "babe, whats wrong?" Is say, feeling worried. Y/N just stands there, listening carefully to her phone, but a tear slips down her cheeck. "Y/N! Talk to me, what happened!" I say louder as she hangs up the phone and stares at me.

Y/N: "i... Im.. Im pregnant, harry..."