Illusion: Loved Someone Who Never Exist✓

Chapter - 36

Sanskar was taken to hospital. He had lost consciousness. Strecher was taken inside operation theatre while Laksh stayed out. Time passed, treatment was going inside and Laksh was pacing here and there then only Kunj came there with Ragini.

" How is Sanskar?" Kunj asked.
"I don't know Kunj. Doctor is still inside. I am really worried." Laksh said.
" No laksh, he will be fine." Kunj said.
" Don't worry, Sanskar will be totally fine." Ragini said holding his hand assuringly in concerned tone.
Laksh looked at her and her hand. Then only Ragini realised it and moved back removing her hand. Laksh looked at her hurt expression. She went away and stand other side. Kunj was pacing to and fro. Then only Doctor came out.

" Doctor, How is Sanskar? He is fine na?" Kunj asked immediately as soon as doctor came.
" Yes doctor, nothing to worry right?" Laksh asked.
"Don't worry , we have taken out the bullet out. He is out of danger. But for now he is unconscious." Doctor said.

Everyone get relived hearing it.
" Thank you doctor. Thank you so much." Laksh said.
" It's our duty mr. Laksh." Doctor said.
"Doctor, can we meet him?" Kunj asked.
" Yeah ok, but only one person can go for once. He will be shifted to ICU then you can meet him." Doctor said.

" Ok doctor, thank you." Ragini said.
Doctor nods and went from there.

After sometime, Sanskar was shifted to ICU. Nurse told them they can go and meet him.
" Ca..can I.. I see him please?" They heard from back and turned around only to find Swara. She was standing there still in that floral print kurta what she was wearing sometimes before. She was looking pale. Her eyes and nose were puffy red. She was looking at them.
" You go Inside Swara." Laksh said looking at her.
Swara nods slowly and went to the door. She went inside and closed the door behind. She looked at Sanskar who was lying on bed unconsciously. The blue sheet was covering him till his shoulder. A drip was connected to his hand and having oxygen mask on. The monitor beside bed was beeping showing his heartbeat. She slowly walks to him and sat beside him on chair near bed. Her eyes filled with tears yet again. She hold his hand looking at him.

"I.. knew nothing can happen to you. My love for you is not weak Sanskar. Whether you never loved me. Whether, I never meant anything to you but you do. I still love you so much. You.. you know Sanskar, I just.. just don't understand. Why my life is like this? I wish I would have been that girl who live in your heart but it's just my fate that I am not. I.. I.. I loved and trusted two most important person in my life but I lost. I left with nothing. Why does it hurt to know that no one is there to love you. That you are not meant for someone's love. I wish my life would have been normal. I would have met you in some other situation, You would have actually fell for, loved me as much I do. You wouldn't had to fake your feelings. But what to do, reality is really harsh. You don't love me that's the truth, seeing my face, you must have Remembered your revenge always. But for me, you are always most beautiful part of my life. Whenever I see you happy, I feel happy. And when I see you in pain. It wrench my heart in pain. It hurts me. That's I am feeling right now. I lost my father, I want someone beside me Sanskar, the sanskar I loved. I need his embrace and cry my heart out but I am so unlucky that it's not possible. I am left alone. May I never get you in my life but please be fine. So many things happened in my life but all this still doesn't change anything. I love you Sanskar and will always do. It's just that I don't have any place in your heart and your life. Get well soon and be happy in your life." Swara said in stuttering tone.
Her words were heavy and filled with emotions. She squeezed her eyes shut and break down looking down. She tried to control her cry and gulped her tears. She got up and went close to him. Putting her hand on his hair, she caressed his hair and leaned toward him. Then touched her lips against his forhead and kissed him. Her wet eyelashes touched his face.

" I love you Sanskar. Please be fine soon. My heart is not as strong as you think. It's already broken and hurt. It can't handle more pain." She said getting apart a bit.
Then get away from him and wiped her eyes and went out of room. Laksh and Ragini were there. Kunj went to do some formalities. They saw her but she didn't said anything to them and slowly walked out from there.

After sometime, Kunj came there and find Ragini. Laksh went inside.
" Where is Swara? Did she go?" Kunj asked.
Ragini nods Sadly.
" I can't even imagine what she is going through. What pain she must be feeling. I really feel so sad for her. She must be so broken after what happened. I want to go to her but I know  I am not the person who should be with her right now. She needs someone and you know who." Ragini said in sad tone.

Kunj nods looking at her.
" I know Ragini. If you want to go back home. Then you can. Laksh is here." He said.
" No, I will be here. I know laksh is here but I am here for Sanskar. He is my friend." Ragini said and looked away.

" Ok, take care. I need to go. If anything needed then call me. I will be back soon." Kunj said.
Ragini nodded at him and sat on the chair as kunj left. She blinked as her eyes gets wet with tears.

Kunj mansion:

" What?? What did you all do? Where is Swara? I know you must have killed Shekhar uncle.!! How dare you kunj!! You didn't even thought about Swara for once,  You bastard, murderer!! You killed Swara's dad!!" Twinkle shouted with tears, holding kunj's shirt collar harshly.

Twinkle was totally shocked after watching the news that Shekhar was died and some mafia leader Ridhant also. She wasn't understanding anything but was totally worried about Swara. She wanted to go to her that instant. Then only Kunj came inside.

" No, I didn't neither Sanskar killed Shekhar!! Swara killed him, Twinkle!!" Kunj said holding her shoulder.
Twinkle was taken aback. She looked at him with shock.
" No, you are lying." Twinkle said in unbelievable tone.
" I am not, Twinkle." Kunj said and told her Everything whatever happened.

Twinkle stumbled after hearing all this. She couldn't believe all this. Whatever shekhar did and Everything happened.

"Twinkle, She needs you right now. If someone can handle her right now then it's you." Kunj said.

"Yes, I ,I need to go to her. Swara.. ,kunj please let me go. I wanna go to her. Just let me go. Please, I want to meet her please. " Twinkle stammered in worried tone.

Kunj nodded.
" Let's go." Kunj said.

After sometime, they reached Gadodia mansion. Kunj came out of car. He also followed Twinkle but she stopped him.
" Don't you dare Kunj!! Stay out of it!! You and your best friend already done enough damage nd given enough pain. For god shake please leave us alone.!! Just go!!" Twinkle yelled out with tears, pushing him away and ran inside the mansion.

Kunj sighed and stayed back. May be Twinkle was right. May be they need some time alone.

Twinkle went inside only to find Swara was sitting lifelessly on floor in hall. Her face showed no expression, only tears rolling down from her eye and she was constantly looking at floor. Maria was standing there only looking at her sadly. Twinkle ran to her and sat beside her.

" Swara." She called her.
She didn't respond. Twinkle felt so sad for her. She lift her hand and cups her face.
" Swara..?" She called her yet again.
Swara blinked and lift her eyes from floor to see Twinkle. She kept looking at her for a while.
" Swara,.. I.. " Twinkle couldn't say anything because she didn't really knew what she should say before that swara whimpered pressing her lips and hugged her crying out loud. Twinkle also hugged her back.

" Twi.. Twinkle, I lo... lost everything. I lost. Why me? " Swara cried.
" No Swara, i am with you na.. shh " Twinkle said trying to console her but she also started crying.

To be continued...