Illusion: Loved Someone Who Never Exist✓

Chapter - 46

Swara was in her room. Arshit was playing outside with kids. After facing Sanskar, she came in her room and didn't go outside.

" Why are you here Sanskar? Why did you came back in my life? Only to give another false hope or to break me more? I am already shattered and trying to collect the broken pieces of my heart. Why the hell are you again here to stab my bleeding heart?" She asked with stern look and trying to push back her tears. Her eyes were getting red.
She threw away the things from table in frustration, anger and pain. Now, She knows why she was feeling like that.
She hold the edge of table tightly and closed her eyes. The flashes of the moments spend with him came in front of her eyes.
"I love you Swara." He said and kissed her forhead.
Those forhead kisses were bliss for her. She used to feel so safe and peaceful in his embrace but it was all a lie that she lived.

"knock" She opened her eyes abruptly hearing the knock on door breaking the chain of thoughts.
She composed herself then went to open the door only to find Mother.

"Mother? You here? Any problem?" Swara asked.
" Nothing much dear. Just didn't saw you since so long that's why I came to check. Are you okay?" Mother said.
" Yeah mother, I am fine. I had some work but will just come." Swara said and collected things from ground and kept it back on table.
Mother nodded.
"Anyway, Swara, Who was that guy?" Mother asked.
Swara freezed but composed herself immediately.
"Which guy mother?" She asked not facing her.
"Swara dear, I am talking about the guy whom you dashed with when you were playing with kids. I saw him." Mother said.
Swara blinks her eyes and cleared her throat.
"Oh that, That's nothing mother. He just came to ask some address. I told him and send him. He must have gone till now." Swara said but She felt her heart tugged with pain mentioning that he must have gone.
"Did he really go?" Her heart questioned. " But that's what you want Swara. Don't fall weak for him." Her mind alerted her still she can't ignore her heart.

" May be He is not here to go." Mother said.
Swara turned around to face her.
"What?" She asked looking at her.

" Yes, he is still standing there and you don't need to hide anything from me dear. He is Sanskar only na, whom you told about?" Mother asked.

Swara looked away and tried to hold her tears in anger.
"Dear, whatever it is, It's between you and him. If you want then talk to him because I don't think so, he will go like that." Mother said and left after caressing her face with smile.

Swara wiped her tears harshly from her face and rushed out of room Furiously. It was already Evening. She comes out only to find him Standing near his car. He saw her and smiled. She came to him and without letting him say anything, she started shouting.

"What the hell you want to prove haan? Why are you still here? I told you Sanskar, just get out from here!! What do you want to prove? I told you I won't forgive you and I don't want to listen anything else." Swara shouted.

"Swara please listen to me once. I know you are so angry on me and you have all right to do that but please listen to me. Swara, I know whatever I did was wrong. I only did wrong to you and hurt you. I only thought about my Revenge and never tried to think clearly what I was doing was sin. After loosing my family, I only aimed to destroy your dad Shekhar Gadodia. My mind wasn't ready to think what's wrong and what is right and I came in your life only with that motive and..." He was saying but she interrupts.

" And you did all that drama to love me, care for me. All that was a lie. You know Sanskar, it was really hard to believe that you never loved me but you are really a great actor and still you are continuing your acting skills in front of me but why? Leave it.. Ju.. just tell me Sanskar. You came in my life for taking revenge from my father. My dad did wrong to you and your family. He betrayed everyone. He killed innocent people. He killed your family and you,.. you did everything to destroy him in every possible way, nothing was wrong for you. Even if it's faking your love to me, ( sighs then continued)
But tell me Where was I in all this? A pawn?? Whoever needs me, can just play with me, play with my heart, my feelings!! What did I do, Sanskar? Why did you break my heart? Tell me!! What was my fault? Trusting you more than myself? Loving you unconditionally or dreaming to live my whole life with you? Answer me Sanskar!!! ( She hold his collar and shouted angrily)
You used me for your Revenge and then told me No swara, that was all a lie. I was living a lie since the day you came in my life or rather my father proved that I was living lies since the day I was born. But what did I do to deserve that pain? Why only me?" She yelled at him and pushed him back.