Illusion: Loved Someone Who Never Exist✓

Chapter - 42

Twinkle hung up the call after talking to Swara. She really feels good that Swara got Arshit. He is such a cute and loving kid. He makes her smile yet again. Although Swara still love sanskar but she got new reason to live. On the otherside, thinking about her own life. She don't know what she should do regarding Kunj but with passing days she is waiting for her baby to come in this world. She loves this baby and feels guilty that she was going to kill it. Thank god, swara had stopped her from committing this sin otherwise, she would have never able to forgive herself.
She looked down at her baby bump, now she is five months pregnant. Three months passed, since she came to live with Kunj. She didn't wanted to but thinking about Swara's word to give a chance to Kunj and most importantly baby's well health, she agreed. Since the time she came here, she never gave a damn to Kunj. She only behave sarcastic with him, rude answers, shout at him and sometimes too much harsh words but he never said anything to oppose her.he remained calm. The conversation they have mostly regarding hospital, check up, did she have food on time, is she ok , like that only. Sometimes, the conversation drag toward past by her only but he only says her sorry and ask forgiveness. Still like he said, he never forced her to do that. He never tried to put his right over this child. But he longing to. He is father of this baby but he can't even express his affection for baby, not even for Twinkle. Only in hospital, his name written as baby's father but only after Twinkle approval.

Flashback:
"Um... Twinkle, these are some papers regarding your routine check up. It need sign of baby's father or any close relative to you. Can I sign it?" Kunj asked looking at her.

Twinkle looked at him sternly.
" It's just hospital formalities. Nothing much." He said.

"Hm right. You can Sign it. Anyway it's not any legal papers from the court that will specify your right over this baby." Twinkle said rudely.

Kunj felt hurt by her word but then nodded and signed with sad smile.

Flashback end.

He is father but he can't express his love for their child like generally other father's do. Feelings the baby, keeping his hand on her baby bump. Inside the mansion, he don't have even right over his own child and Twinkle but he never backed out from his duty. He really cares for them a lot. It can't be denied by Twinkle also. He always be with Twinkle on her every check ups. He take care of her needs, her cravings. Well he can't do much directly because Twinkle deny so he do it indirectly by help of his maid Sarita kaki, who was really helpful. She takes care of Twinkle. But it's not that Twinkle is unaware of that but she ignore it. Other hand, Kunj use to see her from far, check on her once or twice in night. Sometimes she finds him looking at her with a look of longing.. but when she sees him, he divert his gaze away avoiding to have any other fight, majorly her shouting because it's not good for her health.

Flashback:
They were in hospital for her check up. Doctor was doing her ultrasound. Doctor made them see the image appears on the screen and say.

" This is your baby Twinkle and Mr. Kunj." Doctor said with smile.

Twinkle sees it with smile then her gaze shifted toward Kunj who was looking at the screen with happy smile but teary eyed. He feel her watching so he composed himself and looked away wiping his tears.

"Mr. Kunj, don't be emotional. It still have some time for baby to come. Your happiness will be double when you will hold your baby in your arm." Doctor said.

A shadow passed through his face. Will he able to do that? Oviously no. Twinkle won't even let him come near the baby.  Few months later, neither this baby nor Twinkle will be there with him. He knows that and it's hurt but he still passed smile to doctor nodding at her.
Twinkle sees all this but she ignored it yet again.
Flashback end.