avengers imagines

depression (TW) (bucky barnes)

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with that being said, this chapter could need a trigger warning. there is talk of depression and if you don't feel comfortable, please skip. i would hate to cause you pain.
summary: bucky is going through a particularly depressive period. you have no clue what to do, so you decide to think of some ways to cheer him up.

"hey buck? you haven't come out of you room all day. are you ok?" you ask, your hand on the door knob.
"can i come in?"
bucky is on the bed, laying on his back, face up to the ceiling. you see clothes everywhere, the mirror is cracked. you wince, but go to bucky none the less. you hover over his face, and his eyes lock on yours. there's so much pain. you feel you expression soften, "buck." you say quietly.
he starts sobbing.
you hold him close to you, rubbing his back and whispering in his ear.
after 5 minutes, he pulls away.
"are you ok? wait no, let me rephrase. what can i do for you right now." you ask him, your hands holding his.
"i-" bucky's voice cracked, "just distract me. please."
"ummmmm ok." you sifted through topics that you could talk about.
"i uh, i'm gonna murder my science teacher?" your statement turned into a question. a smile rugged at bucky's lips, and you continued.
"he thinks that he can just give me homework every day! and normally i would be fine with having homework everyday, but he gives us hours and hours of it!! it's so unfair! especially because it's science. if it were any other subject, it would only be mildly irritating, but science! out of all subjects! ugh i hate it so much. and he's so cocky about it too! he's always-" you were cut off suddenly by lips mashed on yours.
your eyes widened, but then you relaxed into the kiss.
bucky pulled away, and looked at you nervously.
"i'm sorry. i didn't mean to interrupt you, you're just really cute when you're upset." bucky's hands twitched.
"it's ok buck. are you feeling better now?" you smile softly and grab his hands.
"yeah, thank you y/n" before you could say anything, he kissed you again, harder.
you pull away, breathless and blushing.
"what?" he smirks at you.
"nothing." you smile and swat his arm, "c'mon we're doing movie night!" you stand up off the bed.
"what movie?" bucky asks skeptically.
"tangled."
you both laugh, then bucky groans and gets up.
you start to turn around to lead him out into the avengers common room, but your feet are suddenly pulled out from under you, bucky catching your head right before it hits the ground.
"buck!" you give a quiet yelp.
"shh. you babied me and now i get to baby you." he smiles down at you, and your heart melts.
"i love you." you lean up and kiss him.
"i love you too." he says after this kiss.

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