I'll Call You Deku (bakudeku)

Confess

Deku's PoV ( A/N this is the longest chapter I've ever done! So pls enjoy it! 😊)

Some tears poured out of my eyes as I searched the ceiling, hoping it would somehow give me an answer to my problem. Classes were still happening, but soon they'd be over. I'm going to get questioned more then I did this morning aren't I? I sighed knowing that was true.

Even the conversation I had with Kirishima and Kacchan earlier was draining....

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After hugging Kiri I kindly asked him if me and Kacchan could talk alone. He instantly nodded and smiled patting me on the back, giving me a wink, then walking away. What's that about? But instead of trying to question it more I turned towards Kacchan only to see him turned away, red slightly tinting his cheeks. I breathed out nervously before quietly walking over and sitting down.

The boy turned to me as soon as I sat down, his eyes immediately widened. He turned his Head in all directions, as if he was looking for something, someone. " Uh- " I started making him turn towards me again. " I asked Kirishima to leave... I kinda wanted to talk with you alone." Silence quickly fell open us.

OH ALL MIGHT PLEASE HELP ME! WHAT SHOULD I SAY NOW!? Not planning this far ahead on what to say next I started to stutter out a sorry.  " Uh-I... um-"

You shouldn't be sorry," he cut me off, making my eyes widen in surprise. " I'm not mad at you for not telling me, I'm mad at myself. I wasn't able to help you and... I'm sorry. Not only for that, but for so many things, that I never really said sorry to. I know you must hate me, and you have the right but I just want you to know I...."

I watch him turn his head away from me yet again. What is this? Is he about to say he likes me?! Wait wait wait! I can't be right?! My head swirled with delusions. Delusions that the guy I've liked for so long has finally liked me back. Delusions that'd we'd be happy together. Delusions...

I felt my heart pound harder as he sighed and turned towards me." I'm truly sorry."

In that moment I felt my heart break. Of course.... what where you thinking Izuku... stupid he has Kiri did you forget? Stupid stupid delusions...

But I stopped my self from crying and sent him a smile letting him know it was alright. Then I left, quickly turning the corner only to start bawling my eyes out, running back to the dorms as I did so.

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" KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!" The loud sound on my door pulled me out of my thoughts, making me sit up in surprise.

" Uh- oh um! The doors open come in!" I yelled making sure the person could here me.

I door open slowly to reveal Uraraka. " Oh! Hey Uraraka!" I said still sitting on the ground.

" Hey Deku," she said. " Um can we talk for a bit?" I nodded, answering with an of course! She then closed the door and sat down next to me, turning towards me with a worried expression on her face.

" How are you doing? I mean like how are you holding up?" She questioned me.

" Huh? What do you mean? I'm doing fine," I questioned her back.

She sent me a little glare reminding me slightly of my mom. " Don't 'Huh?' Me Deku. I'm that stupid. I can figure a few things too you know! I'm not oblivious to the bandages either. I know you, stop trying to hide it from me..." Her expression saddened slightly, " Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped..."

With that it clicked. She knows. " Ura don't worry about it, it's not that big of a deal. I wasn't really planning on telling anyone, it just got out..." I sighed, giving her a sad glance.