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I sent the message to Jaden last night and straight away switched off my phone. 

I woke up this morning, turned my phone back on and had a text from Jaden. 

Message from Jaden

Baby...I never meant to hurt you. I was extremely worried when I realized you weren't in the bed next to me. I hate to apologize over text but I am really sorry. I can't lose you either. You my entire world and I promise to overly spoil you when you return. Please come back soon baby. I miss you and I love you. 

I got emotional reading it because I missed him too. Maybe it was time I returned back to LA. 

I go onto my phone and booked a ticket back to LA. There was nothing left me for in Connecticut, my own parents aren't even around. Once I booked my ticket, I jumped into the shower and hurriedly packed my suitcase and was out the door again. I hopped onto an uber and was on my way to the airport. 

I didn't tell anyone I was on my way as I would get an uber to the house back in LA. 

I arrived at the airport, checked in at the counter and was on my way back to LA. I was incredibly excited to see Jaden again, I missed my lil baby, as well as the other guys. Not so much hype house members as they manipulated Jaden into partying like crazy. But I will deal with that when I cross that bridge.

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After the plane ride.

Time zone when the plane landed

5pm (CT) | 11am (LA)

I land back in LA and got myself an uber to the house. When I arrived at the house, I stood outside for a minute to prepare myself to walk in.

I walk towards the door and lightly knock. A few seconds pass and Josh opens the door.

Josh: Bailey! You back!

Bryce enters from around the corner

Bryce: Bailey...

Griffin: The loser is back!!! It was getting boring without you.

Bailey: Hey guys. Its good to be back. I missed y'all.

I hug the guys then we walk towards the living room to sit.

Bailey: How was the rest of Vegas?

Josh: Rough. We were all hung over.

Bailey: Mhmm...right.

Josh: Sorry...

Bailey: No its fine. Uhmm...is Jaden around?

Bryce: In his room.

Bailey: Okay...uhm...I'm gonna go see him. I will get my bags later.

Bryce: No worries, I'll put them in your room.

Bailey: Thank you.

I head upstairs and towards Jaden room. I walk up to the door, breath for a second then lightly knock.

Jaden: Come in!

I slowly open the door.

Bailey: hey...

Jaden: Bailey...you back. He says as he quickly sits up on his bed. 

Bailey: I am indeed.

Jaden: I'm so happy to see you. I missed you.

Bailey: Yeah...uhm...can we talk?

Jaden: Yeah, come sit.

I go over and sit next to him on his bed.

Bailey: A lot has happened. A lot has been said. I really just need the truth right now Jaden so we can move forward from this.

Jaden: Of course. From the beginning, after I left you in the room, I went to the kitchen to grab a beer. When I sat down with the guys, they were saying how I hadn't had one in a while and I told them, I don't like drinking to much in front of you because you not legally allowed to drink yet and you don't enjoy it. Tony and Josh went on to say let's go to the bar and have a few drinks because you were going to bed. I initially answered no but Tony continued. Bryce then said, I shouldn't go because it will cause problems. Me being stupid said no its cool I will go. I was not planning on having as many drinks. I then came to you to let you know I was leaving. The plan was to have drinks down stairs and come back up. When Bryce heard we were heading out which was once again Tony idea, Bryce left. At this point, I was not drunk. We head out of the hotel to a club and something gets put in my drink. It must have been drugs because I was totally out of it. I remember shit from that night. Those videos that are online, I remember none of it. We get back to hotel at who knows what time and I head straight to bed. Everything was blurry and dizzy. I slept in the clothes that I went out in. I didn't even notice you weren't there. I wake up the next morning around 12 I think and I still remember turning over to cuddle with you and you weren't there. I remember calling you thinking you in the bathroom but you didn't answer. I walk out the room to ask the guys if they have seen you and Bryce told me to check your instagram story. When I saw the plane, I was confused, I told Bryce we were suppose to leave together. He then told me to check tik tok room and I saw the videos there for the first time. Bailey, I never meant to hurt you. I wanted to get a flight straight from Vegas to you but Bryce told me to leave you. You needed space. Whatever I put you through, I'm truly sorry Bailey. I love you and I would never do anything to hurt you. Even if it means never going to a club.

Bailey: I really appreciate you telling me the truth if this is this truth. I really needed to hear this from you because people said so many other things online that apparently happened that you didn't mention and I get that you don't remember it hence it not being mentioned but I think its time we move forward from this and focus on our relationship again?

Jaden:Definitely, I missed hanging out with you and I hated not being able to talk to you.

Bailey: I missed you too and the little notes you leave next to my bed. 

Jaden: Did you see Kate in Connecticut?

Bailey: Yeah

I went on and told Jaden what happened with Kate. He was just as shocked as Bryce.

After chatting for a bit, we went down stairs to swim with the guys. It felt right being back in LA. I was gonna use the next few days to settle. I don't think I'm gonna leave LA as soon as I intent to. Everything seems to be fine in LA and the people back in Connecticut are never gonna let me live my life if I move back there. I think I have made real friends in LA. 

Jaden: You okay baby?

Bailey: Yeah, I'm really good. 

Bryce: Yo guys I need a clip for the end of my vlog. Shotgun? 

Bailey: Jaden will! 

Jaden: I will?

Bailey: Yes.

Jaden and Bryce go ahead and shotgun a white claw then Bryce ends his vlog. We continue to swim until pretty late when the sun starts setting. 

When the sun started to set, we all headed inside to shower and ordered pizza for dinner.  

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