Feelings That Hard To Dealt With

Chapter 5

Courtney POV

It's 7:50am when I woke up alone in our room.

Now, I'm looking up at the paper heart that I'm holding with my right arm that hanging in the air while I'm laying down on the bed.

How am I going to deal with my feelings with him?

I ask myself still looking on the thing in my hand.

Sighing in defeat because I know I still wouldn't know the answer.

I sat up and put the paper back at my wallet. I grab my phone beside me before standing up and went to the bathroom to wash my face before heading down.

I saw them at the dinning area.

"Goodmorning guys."

Some says good morning, some just nod.

"Just in time Court, breakfast is ready." Mari greeted me with the smile on her face as she put the last dish on the table before sitting. I smile at her and sat beside her.

"Why none of you woke me up?" I ask as I look over Olivia, Kimmy and Mari.

"I told them not to wake you up." Mari poke me and gesture me to lean in. So I did and I was shocked to hear what she whispered.

"I saw you sneaking in our room passed midnight. I thought you need some rest."

I look at her and sees her looking at me concerned.

"How did you know that--"

"Tell me what happen when we finish eating."
She whispered again and gave me a tap on my back and wink afterwards before she began eating her breakfast.

Did she saw what happened last night?
There's no way I'm telling her!
I'm just going to embarrassed myself!
But maybe if  she finished first before me,
She might forgot about it.
Yeah, right...
I'll slow down my pace eating.

"What you two whispering about?" Ask Ian.

"Uhmm... Nothing." I adjusted my seat and reached for the bacon with the fork and take a bite.

I noticed that Shayne is sitting across me busy eating his food while having a talk with Damien who sat beside him.

He still wearing his gray shirt that hugging his muscular body, with his hair a bit messy.

How can he be look so hot without even trying?

I look back at my empty plate as I realized something. I start reaching for the dishes and put on my plate. I began to eat as well.

Oh jeeez, what am I thinking!
But he does look goo---
I need to finish my breakfast asap.
It's no good thinking things like this in front of him.

I can't help but look again at him which I think I instantly regretted. It's like I'm caught doing something illegal. Because just a couple of seconds passed, our eyes met and he's smiling at me.

Oh God, here a go again!
I think I need to see a doctor.
Maybe there's a problem with my heart.

Our gazed broke when Damien elbowed and ask him about something.

Good thing he didn't look up when he elbowed Shayne.

I let go the breath I didn't know I'm holding.

I hope no one sees it.
Me looking at Shayne.

As soon as I finished with my food, I grab a glass of water and drink from it.