Feelings That Hard To Dealt With

Chapter 6

Courtney POV

All of us are in our respective room, ready to take a rest because the tiredness caused by the activities we done today.

We looked around over this place. Ian showed us where we're going to film. And also we ended up spent our whole day at the pool.

We're been here 30 minutes ago, and I think they're all asleep now.

I carefully shift to my side seeing Kimmy and Olivia peacefully sleeping.

There's only two beds in our room, me and Mari shared one. Kimmy and Olivia have the other one.

"Stop moving around Courtney." Mari's voice sounds hoarse as she spoke.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up." I keep my voice low. I turned to her and see her with her eyes close.

"It's okay... You can't sleep?"

"Uhmm-hmmm.." nodding even though she can't see me.

"Do you think it will help you if you drink milk?... We can grab a glass of milk downstairs." She lay on her side, opened her eyes and met mine but it just last for a second before her eyes shut again. We are now facing eachother as I look at her eyelids closed.

I smiled at the sight.

"I already drink milk before I went here." I said while I tucked my hands underneath my cheek.

"Tell me... When did you start having trouble..falling asleep?..."

"This past few months. It doesn't happen every night but there just time that I can't sleep and ending up staying up late at night."

She open her eyes for a second before she sleepily opened her arms towards me.

"Come here... Maybe this will help you to fall asleep.. maybe you just missed being... Uhmmm.. what do you call it?.... Hug?... Held?... you get what I mean... just scoot over here... My mind can't function right now..."

With what Mari said, I realized I've been alone ever since I sent Jango to my family, and it's been a very long time I visited them.

I moved closer to her and she put down her arm around me and start to caress my back.

Moments passed, my eyes starting to feel heavy.

"Thank you..." I mumbled to her before I drift off to sleep.

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I woke up still in Mari's embrace as she sleep.

I look over the doorway where the clock hung as I squint my eyes. It read 4:38.

I carefully pulled away from Mari's embrace, when I decided to head down to the kitchen.

I was shocked to see a figure of a man standing in front of the kitchen counter.

"Good morning Courtney. You woke up early. What do you want coffee or Hot chocolate?"

"Good morning. You saying that even though you're the one who got here first. I prefer hot choco for now. Wait, you gonna make one for me?" I say as I walk toward him

"I was suppose to say make it by yourself, but since it's rare to see you awake before anybody else. Yeah, sure. I'll make your hot choco." He said casually.

I smacked her arm when I reached him and he just laugh.

"Grab some cookies and go to the living room. I'll be there after I finish making our drinks."

I just nod and did what he told me.

I put the plate of cookies at the table. After a couple minutes Shayne came in the living room holding one mug each in her hands. He put it down at the table and place one mug in front of me.