Feelings That Hard To Dealt With

Chapter 10

Shayne POV

Courtney didn't ignore me this morning.

My head ache a little when I woke up. I entered the kitchen to get an advil but I saw Courtney at the counter, making coffee. I decided to made my way back to the living room and wait for her to leave the kitchen. I don't want her to see me and be the reason why she go upstairs and locked herself in their room but I didn't expect what she did. She approached me and said.

"I made you coffee and sandwich, also I put the pill there beside that plate. Mari mentioned that you're not feeling well." She said as she put down the tray on the table in front of me.

"T-thank you." I stuttered because of surprised but I can't help it to smile for the fact that she talked to me.

She smiled and turn around then went to the porch.

I didn't know how long I've been staring at the tray  but suddenly Mari seems like she appeared beside me.

"I see no signs of hangover. Starting your day with a good start huh." Mari said smiling at me.

Well, I'm having a great day. We filmed the 5th video which is Operation in real life. She talked to me random things about the bugs that been flying around. Even though it's just a little talk but I treasured everything about it. I feel like something lift off on my shoulder and I carefree moving around.

And I know I'm wishing for them to win, but I hoped that Damien get that ranch tool so that I don't have to dumpt the slime on Courtney. But that didn't happen.

We tied, but in the end Mushroom Clout win again.

While we head back to the house, I kept hearing Courtney's voice in my head.

"Loveyouuuu!"
"You've got this beebee!"
"Mhua, mhua, mhua, mhua, mhua!"

That's the few things she said to Damien,
She also hug him.

I remember what Mari said last night.

"But most importantly, do it before it's too late."

I'm not pissed because she's doing that with Damien.
I just can't bare the fact that, that could've happened with someone else. The thought of it makes my heart ache.

What if there is someone can make her happy?
What if there is someone who would make her fall in love?
What if there is someone who can say to her that he loves her.
Someone that not like me, who can't even tell her what I feel for her.

"Shayne what's with that face? This morning you're smiley around the house. Is this because of the game?" Ian ask.

Now I can't goof around,
It's time to be serious.
I need to tell her sooner.

"Yow, don't worry about that Shayne, there's 3 challenge left. We just need to win all of that."

"I need to win her."

"What did you say Shayne? I didn't hear it."

I didn't know I said it out loud. I look back to Ian.

"Nothing. I said nothing."

When we're inside the house, I hold Ian's shoulder to stop him.

"Uhmn.. do we happen to have a guitar around here?

Ian faced me. I put down my hand on my side.

"Well, I saw one in the basement but the strings are broken. I can show it to you. Btw why did you ask?"