Love Scars// Jadon Sancho (Completed)

Chapter nineteen.

• Song: Perfectly wrong by Shawn Mendes•

It is two weeks later now and Jadon is acting a bit strange. He comes home late, telling me he's with "the boys" and when I ask the boys about it they don't know what I'm talking about. He's been pictured with a blonde girl, blah blah blah. You know where this goes. I stopped working as a physiotherapist and I'm doing online school now. I want to become a physical therapist. I know it sounds the same, but it isn't. I want to do it at home so I have enough time to myself, since I've been stressing lately. "Hi girl!" I look up and see Scarlett standing in front of me. "Hi, I missed you!" I tell her while jumping into her arms. "Amber, you literally saw me yesterday." She laughs. "Well, uhh.... yeah you got a point." I say, laughing along with her. "How are you holding up." She asks me while following me to the kitchen. "I'm okay, still a bit suspicious." I tell her. I told Scar everything that's going on and how I'm not really trusting the situation. "Yeah, I can understand that." She smiles, a weak smile. "He's home late again." I say frowning. "I just don't understand. It started off so good, I was so happy and now. He's almost never home and when he's home he's sleeping or ignoring me. He says he's with the boys, but when I ask them they say that he isn't. He gets photographed with this blond girl, who looks so much like Emma. He's just acting so different. If I knew it would be like this I never even entered this relationship!" I scream out, slamming my hand against my mouth after I realise what I said. With that said and done I just start crying, letting myself fall on the cold kitchen floor. I just now realise how shitty this relationship is going. Scarlett walks over to me and holds me in her arms. I'm crying my eyes out like a baby and she rocks me back and forth. I hear someone slam the kitchen door and footsteps on the stairs. I know that it's Jadon, he probably heard the whole conversation. What am I going to do now? "I'll leave you two be, call me when something has happend okay?" Scarlett says letting go of me. "Yes, I will. Thankyou." I say while hugging her one more time. She kisses my forehead, saying that it's no problem and leaves after making sure that I'm okay. I watch her walk to the car and ride off. Well how am I going to do this. I walk up the stairs, hesitating with every step I touch. I open the door to the room and see Jadon sitting on the edge of the bed. I lean against the door frame, waiting for him to start talking since I'm too nervous. "Is it true? What you said to Scarlett." He says after a while, not daring to look up. "Yes, I guess so. I don't know, it just came out." I truthfully tell him. "Do you really feel that way?" He asks me. "To be honest with you Jadon, yes. I do feel that way, as much as I would like to deny it. I do feel that way, but what did you expect with your behaviour. It's like something happend and you don't want to talk about it, because if so you can tell me. You know that right?" I tell him. It's quiet for like a minute or so, until he sights. "I cheated on you.." He says slow. I can't believe what he just said. "Tell me that this is a joke." I say while tears are starting to form in my eyes. "I wish I could but.." "You promised Jadon, you said that you wouldn't hurt me. You said that you loved me." I yell at him. "I know and I do love you, but I love her more I guess." He says, standing up from the bed and walking towards me. I take a step back and look him in the eyes. "What do you mean 'I guess'. If you are going to cheat on me with your ex, at least have a good excuse you dick." I yell again. I see his eyes change like he wanted to say something, but he just can't if that makes sense. "I'm sorry Ava, I really am. If I could change anything I would've." He begins. "But you can't." I finish his sentence. "I think that it's better if you go." He says, the hurt hearable in his voice. "Remember these words Jadon Malik Sancho. Your going to miss me and by the time you realise it will be too late. There is no girl like me, no other girl who could treat you like I do, no other girl who could please you like I do and no other girl who will love you like I do." I tell him, tears rolling down my cheek. I look at him, he looks so vulnerable. He opens his mouth like he wants to say something, but he closes it quickly. I look at him one more time and see the tears in his eyes. I nod my head and walk out of the room. I run down the stairs, open the front door and fall to the ground. I feel the rain drops fall on my skin and take a deep breath.

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Hi,

So it has been a long time since I uploaded here. I haven't uploaded because school is keeping me busy and it takes a lot of my time, but I have a week vacation next week so I will be more active!

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