Love Scars// Jadon Sancho (Completed)

Chapter twenty-one.

•song: it will rain by bruno mars•

It's been a weird week to be honest. I can't get Jadon out of my mind, no matter what I do. It's like he is stuck in there, it's so exhausting. Amber and Scarlett do everything to help me get my mind off of him, but it just doesn't work. There's just something off about this situation. I thought that Jadon wouldn't cheat on me, he knows how much it hurted when Mason did it. Maybe I just didn't know him as well as I thought. I haven't seen him for a week, most of the team to be honest. So I thought that it would be fun to watch the guys at training. Amber is coming with me, she hasn't been once. I haven't been to training for like two weeks since I asked for a few weeks off. I have one week left and I would love to spend it well. "Ava? Are you coming?" Amber yells, keys in her hand. "Yeah sorry, I think I was a bit too deep in my thoughts." I laugh. Amber laughs with me and I take the keys from her. We walk to the garage and hop in the car.

It's kind of weird to be back here, at the training grounds. We walk over to Lucien and greet him. "Ava? What a surprise!" He almost yells and takes me into a hug. "We missed you here." He admits, trying not to show his excitement too much since this is a serious training and the boys should be focused. "I missed you guys too." I smile at him. I see Julian Brandt coming over. "Hi, Ava. We missed you here." He says, embracing me in a tight hug. I hug him back and laugh. "I know, coach told me already, but thankyou." I flash him a smile and he returns one. "I have to get back to training, but I'll catch you after?" He asks nervously. "Yeah sure." I say and feel my cheeks go red. He runs back to the boys and they all pat him on the back, laughing at the fact that he made my cheeks go red. There's only one person who isn't laughing, I'll let you guess who it is. You got it? Yes, it's Jadon. He doesn't even smile, he just stares at me. Emotionless. He's not angry or sad, just emotionless about the fact that Julian got his ex-girlfriend blush. I walk back to Amber and I see on her face that she saw the same as me. "Honestly, he's disgusting." She tells me. "Yeah, he really is." Regretting immediately that I told her. We walk to the stands and sit down. I observate the boys and my eyes automatically land on Jadon. He's not himself, I can tell by the way he runs. It's like he's not there with his mind and I'm not the only one noticing. "Jadon is doing pretty bad, isn't he?" Amber asks. "Yes, he's not being himself or something like that. I can tell by the way he runs and how he looks. It's kinda sad honestly." I tell her. She looks at me like I said something funny. "What?" I ask her. "It's what he deserves, it's not sad. How can you say that after what he did to you?" She laughs. I roll my eyes at her and let my eyes fall back on him. When I looked into his eyes back there, I saw how his sparks were gone. His eyes meet mine, butterflies fill my stomach. Only to disappear after a few seconds, realising that they aren't mine anymore. Eye contact. Something so pure, yet it can be the worst thing. "Aves? Are you okay?" Amber asks, bringing me back to reality. I stand up, look at her with pain in my eyes and walk away. I don't know where, but anything is better than here. I get to the toilet and lock myself up in one of the stalls. "Ava? Are you here?" Shit he must have seen me. I stay quiet, hoping that he goes away. "Don't fool me, there is only one locked and I saw you walk in here." He says, in a soft voice. I want to say something, but it's like my mouth doesn't want to. "So your just going to ignore the fact that I came after you? Okay then, guess I have to wait a long time then, because I'm not going to move until you come out and tell me what's wrong." He sighs. Like he knows that he's right, but hopes that he's not. I walk towards the door and lay my hand on the lock. Am I really going to do this? Because if so I have to tell him everything and I don't know if I'm ready for that. "You know that you can tell me if there's anything wrong. Take your time, I will wait. I promise." The calmness in his voice is like a trigger. I unlock the door and open it, to see him standing there with his arms wide open for me to get in. I walk towards him and I put my arms around him. A safe feeling creeps under my skin, as the boy kisses my hair.

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Here's chapter twenty-one! I hope you liked it😊

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