I'm Going To Love Like I'm Going To Lose You

Day 2: Know The Truth

Day 2 February 14 (Future of the Alternated Universe)

Feeling numb right now, not knowing what to do.. if i should move on or should i quit. But one thing is for certain is that i truly wanted to get this over with. How am i going to finish this without her? Being with her for a day and i never thought i can fall for someone the way that i did. ("But you knew her fool. She's your best friend Nala Rose.") My eyes wide Nala Rose. I do know my best friend, my lover, my soulmate, my everything and i need her here with me.

I dreamed about her as i lay on the bathroom floor. Rose, My Rose... Wait no my Nala. I want her here, I need her here...Why did he take her away and why do i have to do this alone. Why did my father kill her and why she never told me she was pregnant. Another set of memories came back in i clinched my head in my hands. I scream out from the pain and i couldn't stop them it was like a wave of flashed memories that I had lost. But why did i lose them, I reach my hand in the back of my hand and felt a dent in it? Then i remember that i got to hit the day i tried to save her, the day she died.

"Think back Calvin that day at the movies when you were walking home what did you see," God asked.

When i was walking home, I sat on my knee and hold my head in my hands. "Think Clavin Think!!!" I kept saying over and over again. " I remember, That day in school she had me a note saying she wanted to meet with me to talk," I said talking to God.

"And...What happens next?" He said as if he was trying to help me map out the clues i have so far.

"Then I saw this van, It had Nala in it. It was raining but i knew it was her from the braids and the jacket i gave her for her 16 birthday." tears started to come out of my eyes.

"Then what happens after that," God said I tried to remember then it clicked.

"In the doorway, it was two-man, had to be around my father..." It clicked that's why she told me to take her. It was my father and hers that made that deal to kill her because of me.

"You know now, But the things is you were supposed to die that day as well due to the dent in your head. But you lost your memories, your father let you live. And he left you thinking your mother was alive and on drugs that's why you get notes and cash. He gave you the images he wanted you to believe due to the injuries that blow gave you. And that is why we are here today fixing what was broken." God said as he appears next to me, He bends down in touch my face...Wipe my tears and hug me. I hugged him back and i knew everything will be ok.

"But why give me a second chance, Im still alive give it to Nala she needs it the most, She still has so much life to live," I said with a sad face hoping he will take my offer.

"Calvin son this is both yall second chance, Yall both experiences hurt that i never wanted to give but the hatred of the world yall live on it...It breaks my heart to see what it has become." He touches my shoulder with his right hand and waves his left and Rose appears. "Now you can be his guardian again if only you too keep your hands off each other." God smile and disappear, I had to hug her so i ran to her and did just that. "Ahem!" God said i laugh and step back.

"I missed you Nala," i said

"I know i saw you cry like a big baby but hey i cried to being away from you was like i was being ripped away from my soul." She looked away and change the subject. "Ok so back to work this is the future on the same day, Now it is Valentine's Day in 2020 but it is a different 2020, not the one your use to. In this one, Michelle Obama became president, Oh yes woman rules this country now and doing one hell of a job i might add. Cars do have the option to fly but you don't have to if you don't want to. Everything might be the same but it's not. In this timeline, we are married, But your mother is still dead. We have to solve her story so we can put the pieces together." She said