Point of Attraction (Epistolary)

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Zoey:
Naaalala mo ba 'yong unang beses tayo magtagpo? I mean yeah, we basically see each other around school, minsan sa school grounds, madalas sa cafeteria. Lagi mong kasama ang mga kaibigan mo. Kapag darating kayo, natutulala ang mga tao sa paligid, lalo na 'yong mga babaeng kinikilig dahil crush ka nila. I think all the female population here knows you and probably likes you for different reasons. I heard some girls like you for your looks while there are those who likes you as well because you look cool when you play basketball.

While me on the otherhand, doesn't really care about you. Kasi para sa'kin, mayabang ka lang naman. Kaya nga sinuntok kita noong una tayong nagkita di ba? HAHAHAHA I didn't like you at all.

I want you to know that I am sorry for the way I misjudged you. For a short time na nagkakasama tayo, you let me feel special even though at first I am disgusted being your girlfriend even if it's fake. Kasi, during those times never did I feel na peke lang sa'yo ang lahat. You cared for me, and you did things na para bang totoong boyfriend kita.

That's why maybe right now I just found myself feeling things for you that I didn't see coming. Hindi ko pa sigurado kung pagmamahal na ba tong nararamdaman ko para sa'yo but if there is one thing.. I really like you Ethan Royce Fuentebella.

But then, nabalitaan ko na nagkabalikan na pala kayo ni Jam? I'm so happy for you! :) though hey! You should've atleast gave me a heads up about it para hindi ako matagal na naghintay roon sa park! I felt cold :(

Anyway, what is the sense of telling you this though? It's not as if anything will change kahit na sabihin kong gusto kita, so para sa ikatatahimik ng lahat, I will just delete this!