Break the Curse: The ghost buster

Chapter 2: Instagram: Left alone

Heyy! Sorry to keep you waiting! Here's the continuation of the previous chapter. Hope you like it!

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Usual morning routine, wake up, unplug the charger from my phone, check my social media accounts, watch videos on facebook and check my inboxes. Baka sakaling may message sakin kahit napindot lang or wrong send HAHAHA.

So I had this idea na ako na magchat sa kanya first pero i had this thought in mind na if ako magfifirst move baka he will think na I'm really interested in him (which is true naman hahaha sino ba naman hindi? Eh ang hunk niya) so hinintay ko na lang na siya una mag dm (direct message) sakin HAHAHA.

So, nag isip ako ng way para siya una magchat saken.

I decided to flood like him para manotice niya ko hahahaha.

A few minutes later. Nag dm siya sakin.

" Uyyt salamat sa fl (flood likes) hahaha"

"Ah eh im just appreciating your visuals, ampogi mo kasi eh" "you're every girls ideal type" sabi ko

"Btw, ano real name mo? Curious lang" sabi niya

"Pzxydynn Yzzyr Dzyrygh Lynzth Suarez" "weird diba? I sarcastically said

"Hindi ah ang cute kaya and very unique" "Ang name ko nga very common" sabi niya

"Ano ba real name mo" tanong ko

"Nahihiya akong sabihin" sabi niya

"Luh I won't judge, dali sabihin mo na ah" pabebe kong sinabi haha

"Donovan McKnight" "yan happy?" He said

"Ang ganda naman ng name mo" "lakas maka foreigner" "are you mixed by any chance?" I asked

"I'm half British" he answered

"That explains why" "yung apelyido mo kase hehehe it's not Filipino-ish" sabi ko

"I grew up in Britain and we moved here a few years ago"

"Ahh why'd you move here by the way?" tanong ko

"My parents decided to settle here to run the family business since dito na nakabase si dad" "and my mom wants to take care of her mom na den kase she's very old na"

"Ohh"

Di ko na alam kung ako sasabihin ko next kaya i asked random questions hahaha

"Taga san ka pala?"

"San Juan, La Union ikaw?"

"La Union din ako sa Bagulin"

"Oh? What a coincidence!"

Tadhana nga naman oh hahahaha eto na ba?

I want to keep our chat long pero i need to do some errands and di pa ko nakakapag hilamos hahaha

"Sige kain lang muna ako" sabi ko

"okay eat well!"

*In my mind: i want to eat you rawrrr

Bumangon nako then fixed my bed tapos nagpunta nako sa kusina. Did some chores then rested for a while. Usual routine.

We continued to chat for the next few weeks. Kung magchat kame daig pa namin may label hahaha

*Shout out sa mga may kachat jan na walang label!

Sweet message dito, caring message doon. We talk as if we were girlfriends and boyfriends. I was very very happy kase i felt important that time. Yung tipong may mag-e-spare ng time for you. Yung ipapafeel na special ka yung magpapafeel na importante ka. I was in cloud nine every time na magkausap kame. Tumatawag din siya. Nag vivideo call din. Fall na fall nako. I feel like I'm ready for commitment pero the moment na ready nako for commitment he vanished (avatar ka koyah?)

I thought na baka he was just busy. Understanding akong tao di ako yung tao na di lang papansinin ng isanng araw mag aassume na agad ako na baka may galit to sakin or what kase wala naman ako sa tabi niya and wala naman kaming label eh.

The next day wala pa rin siyang chat. So I tried chatting him. Kinamusta ko siya and asked if he was busy for the past few days. But I did not get any response. Kahit seen man lang wala.
Pero understanding ako. Di pa rin ako nag isip ng kung ano ano. I still sent him messages every time na mag oonline ako asking if he's busy or not kase i will understand naman but wala pa ren. Magwa-one week na pero wala pa din siyang paramdam kahit good morning man lang or "huy" or "hey! How's it going?" Pero wala

I tried contacting him on Snapchat. Inopen ko ulit Snapchat ko. Pero di ko na siya makita sa friends list ko.

Baka nadelete lang convo namen, yan yung nasa isip ko

I tried searching him pero wala akong makita di ko makita yung name niya.

So dun na ko kinutuban.

Di ako nag isip, i let it through.

The next day, I was browsing the Instagram stories when i passed through his. Nakita ko sa story niya yung rason kung bakit di na niya ako kinakausap. Yung rason kung bakit wala siyang paramdam for the past few days. Eto yun in text form

"I still love my ex"

Tapos next sa story niya picture nilang dalawa together sa beach.

My fragile heart got shattered into pieces. I felt really sad and at the same time frustrated.

I know that I don't have any rights to do so pero bakit ganun? He should've said na ganun pala. Kase i would understand naman. Hindi yung iiwan na lang ako basta basta kung saan fall na fall nako.

He should've said it in the first place na wala dapat tong feelings attached or indirectly said na hindi pa siya nakakaka move on sa ex niya.

Nasaktan ako ng sobra
I can't believe na few weeks ago we were talking like boyfriends and girlfriends but suddenly we were nothin but strangers. As if we never knew each other. I never thought na yung first time na i felt in love is also the first time na my heart got broken and torn into pieces.

And it was very traumatic for me. Now, I can't trust anyone online anymore. I'm not going to be stereotype pero yun na yung nahing first impression ko.

Tama nga yung sinabi nila na Mabilis dumating ganun din kabilis aalis.

How stupid of me to actually fall inlove with a guy i met online?

And ako na number one sa pag aadvice sa friends ko sa love pero ako mismo na nag aadvice di ko maiapply.

This taught me a lesson na never trust someone you only meet online

At this part i decided not to trust anyone online. Not to trust flowery words. I need to protect my heart protect myself.

Love yourself, know your worth because "you worth more than diamonds, more than gold"

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