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______________________________________Wednesday morning. I still cannot grasp the situation. How did this happen to me? Did I do something wrong? Did I offend him? Those were the questions i asked myself.
I was left unanswered,baffled, discombobulated, I don't know what to do.I still tried to contact him to ask those questions kase i would compromise. I want to get the answer from him directly.
That if I annoy him I'll avoid him. If that's what he wants but i didn't get any response.Days pass by and Im trying to adjust.
The sweet good mornings. The gentle hellos. The caring messages. Those days are gone.Now, again, I'm left alone. I'm used to being alone but this really hit me hard.
I got emotionally unstable at that time. I literally cried every night.
I'm not supposed to feel like this but I don't know why. I tried to seek comfort and refuge but I don't who to trust.
I unconsciously had trust issues. It's like it became naturally my animal instinct.Then my phone vibrated.
"Raven_Grey24 started following you"I ignored it. A day later I followed him back.
He dm'd me."hey! Are you okay? I noticed that the things you post on your IG stories, you seem so depressed" he asked
Should I reply? Or should I ignore? I'm hesitant about it but in the end, i replied
"I'm okay" "actually, I'm not" i said
"anong nangyare?" tanong niya
"I got ghosted hehe" i sarcastically said
"aww" "you need someone to talk to? he offered
"I think so" I said
"Don't worry you'll be fine, not now but soon" he said as if he's sure
I was vulnerable at that time, I'm yearning for comfort and he gave it to me.
"Can i call?" Asking for permission
"O-okay" sagot ko
He talked to me. He gave me advises. Gave comforting words. He was there when nobody else's. He sang me a song. Before I knew it, I fell asleep. Dahil na din siguro napagod nako kakaiyak.
The next morning, i checked my inbox and saw his messages.
"Sleep well" "hoping you'll be fine tomorrow" "Good night"Di ko alam magrereply ako. Ganitong ganito din kase yung nang ghost saken yung ang sweet, ang caring pero iiwan ka din sa huli.
Pero nagreply pa din ako. Pero that time naging cautious nako. I mean medyo di nako marupok. Naging sigurista nako pero di stereotypical type."Thank you kagabi" "you really help me,like a lot" "I really appreciate it" i said in a grateful tone
"It's nothing" " it's the least that i can do" "naranasan ko na din kase yan kaya alam ko" sabi niya
Ha? Siya? Sa itsura niyang yan? Magoghost? teh wag ako, alam ko na yang strategy mo.
"Ah talaga ba, parehas pala tayo" sabi ko
Pero i don't deem him trustworthy enough kaya i think im gonna dance on his fire muna at the time being.
I will test him kung sincere siya or lolokohin din lang ulit ako."Oo nga eh, I don't seem to understand kung bakit, ginagawa ko naman lahat, effort, time pero bakit ganun iniiwan pa din ako" sabi niya
"We'll find the right person for us not now maybe not later but in the near future" sabi ng Philosopher self ko lol
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Break the Curse: The ghost buster
RomanceCan a gay, who is overly and doesn't trust online relationships, find love this pandemic? Can someone break the curse? Let's find out.