Heyy! Sorry to keep you waiting! I have been busy yesterday. Online class stuff. Here's the continuation of the previous chapter. Hope you like it!
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Pag uwi ko sa bahay matutulog na dapat ako kaso i feel sticky and sweaty kaya nag shower muna ako.
Di ko talaga lubos maisip na that happened to me.
Andaming nangyari today.
Nagfa-flash back yung mga nangyari kanina.
I'm feeling something pero I want to restrain myself.
Baka maulit ulit yung nangyari sakin.
I had this thought na what if gumawa ako ng paraan para maturn off siya sakin? Hingi kaya ako advice sa best friend ko?
Dami kong iniisip but before i knew it, nakatulog nako.
Kinaumagahan may DM siya saken.
"Hello! Good morning! How are you feeling?"
"I'm feeling better na" "btw, thank you kahapon i really enjoyed it" sabi ko
"No problem, i want you to be happy" "let's do it again some time?" Sabi niya
"I'm not sure" sabi ko naman
"Why?" sabi niya
" I don't know" "maybe I'm just taking precautions?" Sabi ko
"What for?" sabi niya
"I tend to fall easily but just when i am ready to commit into relationship na, dun naman nila ako iniiwan kaya parang natrauma nako" sabi ko
"Luh di naman ako ganun" "actually ganyan din ako dati pero i changed my perspectives" "I was stereotypical at first but i realized that i shouldn't" "Sure there are people who plays with your feelings like toys but because of it we learn"
"It's okay to be cautious at times but it's not okay to limit yourself to be happy because you fear that you will be left alone" sabi niya
"That's the point! I only protect myslef"
"I just don't want to be left alone in the corner"
"All my life I have been always the cast away"
"Now, I decided not to be a cast away anymore"
"I know my worth, I know my value"
"And I'm not gonna let people degrade me again" sabi ko
"I know you've been through a lot of hard times"
"But give me a chance"
"I may not be able to ease all the pain in your heart fully"
"But i promise, I will do it one after another until you forget all the pain in your heart"
Sabi niya
"I'm not sure" sabi ko
"Just take a risk, you won't regret it i promise" sabi niya
"I'm not sure right now" sabi ko ulit
"It's okay, just give me your answer when your ready" sabi niya
"I'll give it a thought" sabi ko
I'm so baffled at this point, I'm afraid to hurt but I want to love again.
Ask ko kaya friend ko?
Maybe she may give me a nice advice how to deal this situation.
I opened my Facebook acc sinearch ko na name niya "Madison Collins" then nag message nako.
Online siya pero di pa naseseen message ko.
2 hours na lumipas pero di pa rin niya ko sineseen.
*Shout out nga pala sa mga bespren nating ambagal magreply.
Hays, so habang nag aantay ako ng reply niya, ginawa ko muna yung mga school activities na binigay ng prof namen.
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