I love you nick Austin

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It had been a week since I walked in on and nick and that girl. Turns out her name was daisy and she was supposed to be joining the house but Thomas and her had an argument so that didn't happen. Nick has tried to speak to me and apologise but I just need some time to clear my head. I've hardly left my room in the last few days. Addison, Dixie, Tony and ondreaz have been in and out to check on me but I've not let nick in.

I was on a face time call with Ellie and Hannah and they were trying to make me feel better.

Ellie: soo we were thinking of coming to visit you?

Me: yeah

Hannah: I thought you'd be more excited than that pops

Me: sorry what did you say?

Ellie: we were going to come and visit you

Me: really?! I would love that!!

Hannah: what were you thinking about?

Me: I'm going to talk to nick today

Ellie: are you sure?

Hannah: I knew he was trouble

Me: I'm just going to let him explain. There's no way I'm giving him a second chance

Ellie: good on you! He doesn't deserve one

There was a knock on my door.
"Who is it?" I asked and it was silent for a second and I was about to get up

Me: speaking of the devil *i whispered*
Ellie and Hannah laughed.

"One minute" I shouted to him.

Me: I call you back later yeah?

Hannah and Ellie: okay bye love you!

Me: bye love you!

I ended the call and stood up and walked to my door. I took a deep breath and opened it. He looked up from the floor
"Can we talk?" He asked I just stepped out of the way and opened my door wider and he walked in. I sat on my bed, I had ordered one and it came. He sat on the other side.
"I'm sorry" he said "I know it won't fix anything, but I am. I'm so sorry I hurt you" he said sounding genuinely upset.
"Your right it won't fix anything but thanks for apologising." I said after a while.
We sat there in silence for a bit.
"Could you answer a question though?" I asked
"Yes anything" he said
"How long have you sleeping with daisy?" I asked and he looked at me and then down.
"It doesn't matter" he said
"Nick just tell me I won't be mad, I'll-I'll just be hurt" I said.
"The first time was the day before you came to LA" he said and I gulped and blinked back the tears.
"How many times?" I asked.
"That's not important" he said
"I need answers that's the least you can do, you said you loved me and I find out you've been sleeping with another girl" I said and he nodded.
"3" he said looking down.
"Okay thank you, you may leave now" I said standing up and walking to the door. I opened it and he stood up.
"I'm sorry pops" he said walking towards me.
"No you don't get to call me that" I said with tears steaming down my face.
"Please leave" i said and he slowly walked out the room.

He left and I shut the door and ran to my bed and buried my face in a pillow. I screamed into it trying to get all of my pain out. I wish I had never asked him those questions. He had basically been sleeping with daisy this whole time and he claimed to love me?! I loved him so much. I wish he felt the same but clearly he never loved me at all if he could hurt me like that.

The next day
I woke up and decided to have a glow up and show nick what he lost. I had a shower and did my makeup. I decided to go and get my hair and nails done so I got dressed into this