I love you nick Austin

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It was currently 8pm so I decided to go downstairs and see if anyone wanted food.
When I got there Ryland and nick were stood up and nick had his keys in his hand.
"Ohh are you going to get food?" I said and they nodded
"Can I come?" I asked and they said sure and we all went to nicks car. Ryland let me sit in the front(shotgun) and he sat in the back.

Nick drove us to Taco Bell, it was my first time there so they told me what I should order and we got it. We all paid separately this time.

We went back to the hype house and I asked them if they wanted to watch a film whilst we ate and they said yes so we all went to nicks room because he had the biggest tv. We all sat on his bed, nick in the middle. It was kind of weird but I just sat there, he was trying to make an effort. We argued over what to watch and then ryland won so we ended up watching Star Wars for some reason. My phone buzzed and I looked down to see who it was and it was jaden.

                        Jaden💘
Goodnight beautiful😘

Night😘

I could see nick looking at me through the corner of my eye and switched my phone off and looked at the tv. I heard him sigh and I rolled my eyes.
"I'm going to go to bed so night" I said getting up "thanks for tonight" and they both said bye and I walked out and went to my room and got In my bed after changing.

The next day
I woke up and had a shower and got changed into this

Then I went downstairs and went to the kitchen. Nick was sat there eating some cereal. I went to the fridge to get some food and sat down acros him and went on my phone whilst eating it. We just sat there in silence.
"So what are your plans today?" Nick asked and I looked up and raised my eyebrows.
"Um not much really" I said and he nodded. My phone started ringing as I finished speaking. It was jaden so I answered it and nick looked down at his bowl.

Me: hey jaden
When I said Jadens name, nick looked up and then back down again.

Jaden: were throwing a party at sway tonight do you and the others want to come?

Me: yeah sure that'll be fun
Nick stood up then walked to the sink, I knew he was listening to our conversation so I walked out of the kitchen and went to the living room.

Jaden: ok it starts at 8pm

Me: ok see you later

We ended the call and I walked back into the kitchen.
"Party at sway, 9pm" I said to nick and he turned around
"Okay thanks" he said and walked out of the kitchen.
I just frowned and went to wash my dish. I heard footsteps behind me and turned to see nick. He had something on his mind, I could tell. He opened his mouth to say something but stopped himself. He moved closer to me and I was confused. He smashed his lips onto mine and I didn't know how to act. I suddenly felt myself kissing him back and I was confused. Why would I do this to myself. He pulled me closer and the kiss was so passionate. I had butterflies in my stomach. He put his hands on my cheeks and then my common sense kicked in and I pulled away quickly.
"Nick I can't" I said breathless then walked out of the kitchen. What just happened? Why did I just let that happen? I know I still loved him but what if he hurt me again? I couldn't help but want more. Would he mess it up if I gave him a second chance? I somehow found myself walking back into the kitchen. He looked up and I ran over to him and kissed him passionately. He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around my waist.
Someone cleared their throat and I pulled away and saw Tony stood in the doorway of the kitchen. I looked down.
"So are you back together?" He asked. I looked at nick and he was smiling. I looked down again and then back to Tony and shrugged and then walked out. I was smiling, I couldn't help it. Was I going to give nick a second chance? I snapped out of my thoughts when I realised as I was walking up the stairs what was I going to tell jaden?