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Suicidal
I , y/n l/d
Likes a lot of things about my life like my family friends and my pet
But
Deed inside I'm dieing
I want to be safe but when I try to speak the words get stuck in my throat , my mind starts to race , my hands get sweaty and I start shaking
I can't speak my mind because I think they are going to make me feel bad
I cut to make the thoughts go away the satisfaction of the blood dripping makes my 'happy'
Once my own mother saw my hands and start to question why I do it but I couldn't answer my thoughts got out of control and I started to cry some minutes past but my mother blame me if they toke away my siblings and saying that I have everything and I felt guilty because my depression and suicidal thoughts makes me do this I sometimes wish I didn't had feeling , emotions
I think every little things about my life
I wish I was happy
I wish I didn't have depression and suicidal thoughts at night when I wish to sleep
So right now I'm on the tallest building in my city watching the view from up high in a afternoon my back facing the edge on the corner arms open , close eyes my body close to falling ,the air hiding my face tiers falling down my faces
" This is it , I'm sorry for the pain I might cause "
And with that I let myself fall
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As I fall a smile was put in my face
Closer to the ground I was
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What I didn't hit the ground !?
Why ?
Red ?
Feathers?
" Wh-" I was knock out by the lack of air
To be continued
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I will try to write the next part this week and the aizawa and dabi one ☕✌️
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